Oct 29, 2004 15:26
So I got a letter from Texas today and I'm not accepted into the Writing thesis program - but this isn't to say that I'm not accepted into the English dept or that if I get accepted into the dept that I won't be accepted into the program after my intro courses. And so I wait to see if I can get into the school and then I'll go from there.
But overwhelmingly right now I want to give up. I want to say, "what the hell" and drop out. It's so frustrating that everywhere I turn since being an undergrad I'm being told that my writing isn't "right".
Let's face it - I hate my fiction writing class at Chatham.
Irony is - I love my poetry class.
Maybe I'm in the wrong field.
Would I be throwing it all away if I switched to poetry? But them what in the world would I do with my life?