win win situation on the battle of us.
so i found out my ex-boyfriend hates me. He told the boy i'm begining to date that, and i quote "i fucking hate that bitch." that'd be a little harsh if i still cared about him.
i don't see why since i probably have a bigger reason to hate him than he does, but i kind of just got over it and if i see him i wouldn't mind saying hi, you know social manners. but nice to know he's trying reallly hard to avoid me.. "hearing through the grapevine"
enough of that, ex-boyfriends who hold grudges should grow up and move on.. isn't that what you're trying so hard to prove to me anyway...?
don't you know it's going to be alright. haha
Finals are here, and getting on the ball is harder than you think. dropping a class makes me feel guilty as fuck and being single has never rocked any harder. ;P
i forgot what it was like to be in the dating scene. free to do what you please and not have anyone on your ass all the time whining about not spending enough time with them.. blah blah blah. what else is new?
i wish i had time for something or someone.. but i can't seem to find someone worth my time or dignity. because we all know, you gotta give a little to get a little.. yeahh how about losing some dignity along with that break up..? I'm not up for the fights and late night calls about what boys you talked to and who's calling you at this hour kinda chats. enough with the questions. enough with the shadyness.
i've learned that people are shady, whether you try and give them the benefit of the doubt, sometimes it's better if you don't. don't be stupid, keep your guard up. at least till you know what they're made of. just how they don't know what you're made of. they'll find out and possibly find out about all those skeletons in your closet. those you've been trying to hide, deep deep behind those old coats that don't even close on your torso anymore. yupp, it'll come out. so be honest, tell it as it is.. lose a little, gain a little.
so whose up for some honesty... no matter how much it hurts to tell the truth, or how much dignity you lose when you tell those digusting stupid mistakes you made without thinking. you want something from them, you gotta give it right back.. because chances are, they're expecting it from you.
but you see.. i don't think i'm willing to do that just yet. because even if i tried.. something or someone will get in the way. so i'll wait it out. till everything blows out of the water. till the hatred is gone. till i'm not brought up in your conversations anymore on how i was such a bitch. you know what..? i think in this case, he was the little bitch and i was the big bitch. now what do you have to say about that..? when i just admitted to why this hate is being dawned on me. i admit.. some of those skeletons have bitch written all over them, but i think after this.. my lesson is learned. how about yours?
you ready to let go..?
or are you ready to turn over a new leaf..?
because i think i was a while back.
oh immaturity. age has nothing to do with it. it's how you handle it. i just rather not care... even if thats immature or not.
we can all act like high schoolers sometimes. usually it's for shits and giggles. what's your excuse? too much time..?
i don't see why since i probably have a bigger reason to hate him than he does, but i kind of just got over it and if i see him i wouldn't mind saying hi, you know social manners. but nice to know he's trying reallly hard to avoid me.. "hearing through the grapevine"
enough of that, ex-boyfriends who hold grudges should grow up and move on.. isn't that what you're trying so hard to prove to me anyway...?
don't you know it's going to be alright. haha
Finals are here, and getting on the ball is harder than you think. dropping a class makes me feel guilty as fuck and being single has never rocked any harder. ;P
i forgot what it was like to be in the dating scene. free to do what you please and not have anyone on your ass all the time whining about not spending enough time with them.. blah blah blah. what else is new?
i wish i had time for something or someone.. but i can't seem to find someone worth my time or dignity. because we all know, you gotta give a little to get a little.. yeahh how about losing some dignity along with that break up..? I'm not up for the fights and late night calls about what boys you talked to and who's calling you at this hour kinda chats. enough with the questions. enough with the shadyness.
i've learned that people are shady, whether you try and give them the benefit of the doubt, sometimes it's better if you don't. don't be stupid, keep your guard up. at least till you know what they're made of. just how they don't know what you're made of. they'll find out and possibly find out about all those skeletons in your closet. those you've been trying to hide, deep deep behind those old coats that don't even close on your torso anymore. yupp, it'll come out. so be honest, tell it as it is.. lose a little, gain a little.
so whose up for some honesty... no matter how much it hurts to tell the truth, or how much dignity you lose when you tell those digusting stupid mistakes you made without thinking. you want something from them, you gotta give it right back.. because chances are, they're expecting it from you.
but you see.. i don't think i'm willing to do that just yet. because even if i tried.. something or someone will get in the way. so i'll wait it out. till everything blows out of the water. till the hatred is gone. till i'm not brought up in your conversations anymore on how i was such a bitch. you know what..? i think in this case, he was the little bitch and i was the big bitch. now what do you have to say about that..? when i just admitted to why this hate is being dawned on me. i admit.. some of those skeletons have bitch written all over them, but i think after this.. my lesson is learned. how about yours?
you ready to let go..?
or are you ready to turn over a new leaf..?
because i think i was a while back.
oh immaturity. age has nothing to do with it. it's how you handle it. i just rather not care... even if thats immature or not.
we can all act like high schoolers sometimes. usually it's for shits and giggles. what's your excuse? too much time..?