im all i'll ever be but all i can do is try.........

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happy thanksgiving everyone! ugh tomorrow is going to be the worst day ever. black friday.. and i work in a mall.. i have to be there at 6:30AM... and i probably wont leave till 11pm.. im sure journeys will try to make me stay after i work at lids. i still have a headache and i feel horrible. not physically tho. i so dread tomorrow or saturday which ever day it ends up being.

"Try"

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

im so sorry but i cant help it. its not something im good at hiding. i just cant. but i really am truely sorry, even if you dont believe me.