Alrighty
So how's everyone been?
I've been great, I love Sanford, I have more friends there and therefore more to do. But when I go back (on the 5th) I have to live somewhere else 'cause Brittney and Shannon moved to a smaller house :( I'll probably have to stay with Sis.Margaret again and I really don't want to. I want to get my own apartment but my mom doesn't want me to be by myself, I hate that, I don't understand why people can't treat me my age. So now you're thinking well why don't you just go get the apartment yourself? well because I have a heart, I care about my family and I respect them, I just wish I got some respect back. Plus they are helping pay for my car, and I don't even know where I will get a job when I go back so I don't know if I'll be able to afford an apartment. But it would make me feel better if she would just pretend to consider it, instead she acts like I'm incapable of doing things myself. Living with someone else's family doesn't mean they are going to do everything for me. I lived with the Dupres for 2 months and I took care of myself, I never even asked for help with anything and I didn't get it either and that's just how it should be, but why can't my mom see that? But if I get a good job and make good money and she keeps this up there's going to come a breaking point, and I'm going to have to say this is going to happen with or without you, your choice.
So anyway I talked to Brittney and Shannon yesterday, I miss them, they've moved into the new house. Brittney still won't admit to liking Jason. I can't wait to show them my car.
Oh, Bro.Kapoi still wants to buy my squareback, and my dad wants me to sell it because of having to pay insurance on 4 vehicles now, even though I told him I would pay it, (and I also notice how he won't even think of selling my grandpas truck since he got his new one, eve though my grandma wants him to) I refuse, and my dad tells be how he wants to fix it up and stuff and I pretended like I didn't hear him. I've always wanted to fix it up too, jerk, and you were supposed to have the big dent you put in the door fixed about 2 years ago, now the whole door is probably rusted. oh yeah the thing I hate most about being in Panama City= my dad. I can't stand him at all. And when I was gone my mom would tell me how he's been acting better and stuff, and when I get back he acts just as bad if not worse than before, and they all say "he hasn't been acting like that" so how does it make me feel? that he's acting like that because I'm here, I really think he hates me, and hates me being here
I've been great, I love Sanford, I have more friends there and therefore more to do. But when I go back (on the 5th) I have to live somewhere else 'cause Brittney and Shannon moved to a smaller house :( I'll probably have to stay with Sis.Margaret again and I really don't want to. I want to get my own apartment but my mom doesn't want me to be by myself, I hate that, I don't understand why people can't treat me my age. So now you're thinking well why don't you just go get the apartment yourself? well because I have a heart, I care about my family and I respect them, I just wish I got some respect back. Plus they are helping pay for my car, and I don't even know where I will get a job when I go back so I don't know if I'll be able to afford an apartment. But it would make me feel better if she would just pretend to consider it, instead she acts like I'm incapable of doing things myself. Living with someone else's family doesn't mean they are going to do everything for me. I lived with the Dupres for 2 months and I took care of myself, I never even asked for help with anything and I didn't get it either and that's just how it should be, but why can't my mom see that? But if I get a good job and make good money and she keeps this up there's going to come a breaking point, and I'm going to have to say this is going to happen with or without you, your choice.
So anyway I talked to Brittney and Shannon yesterday, I miss them, they've moved into the new house. Brittney still won't admit to liking Jason. I can't wait to show them my car.
Oh, Bro.Kapoi still wants to buy my squareback, and my dad wants me to sell it because of having to pay insurance on 4 vehicles now, even though I told him I would pay it, (and I also notice how he won't even think of selling my grandpas truck since he got his new one, eve though my grandma wants him to) I refuse, and my dad tells be how he wants to fix it up and stuff and I pretended like I didn't hear him. I've always wanted to fix it up too, jerk, and you were supposed to have the big dent you put in the door fixed about 2 years ago, now the whole door is probably rusted. oh yeah the thing I hate most about being in Panama City= my dad. I can't stand him at all. And when I was gone my mom would tell me how he's been acting better and stuff, and when I get back he acts just as bad if not worse than before, and they all say "he hasn't been acting like that" so how does it make me feel? that he's acting like that because I'm here, I really think he hates me, and hates me being here