"I have trouble with light"

Nov 15, 2003 23:10

Best Friends don't ask each other to give up happiness. Neither one of us was happy either way. I just took the initiative to be happy. You were asking me to be miserable with you, a best friend wouldn't do that. I even offered to give up everything for you, but you told me 'no, i want you to be happy'. And now you're upset that we're happy. So tell me who is being the best friend, and who isnt? I won't match your scars because you're only doing it now to spite us, to hurt us, to guilt us. Neither of us had any problem. You told us, you wanted us to be happy, but you can't take it. I don't understand. You tell us to go ahead, as long as it doesn't fuck up the friendship, yet you're the one who ends up doing the fucking.

Today turned out to be pretty good. Woke up at 11:30, got showered/dressed, stephany and dave came and picked me up at like 1. We went to the mall, had fun, went to Best Buy, where i proceeded to purchase Norma Jean - Bless the Martyr and Kiss the Child and A Static Lullaby - ...and don't forget to breathe . two intensely great cd's. We then went to Save-Mart, bought cheese, went to Stephs, then dave had to go get bread, so me and stephany laid on her bed, spooning, and just talking. Then dave got back, we put on Bio Dome, and stephany made us grilled cheese sammwhiches. then we waited for Jennifer, we left and went to Lori's kus it was her birfday. and we hung out there for like 30 minutes, i got a free Bomberz cd. Then we went to Blockbuster, picked up Office Space and Willard. Went back to Save Mart bought hell of crap, and told some kids we didn't have money to buy their candy. mwahah! i did cartwheels in the aisles. Went back to stephanys, me and her hung out in her room for like half of Willard. I felt bad because we were ditching Dave and Jen, but steph sang to me, and we talked about a lot of stuff. more happened, but i don't wanna go into detail. i was just a great time, thats all i'll say. Then Jenn took me home, well, Jenn, Dave and Steph all took me home, but it was in Jen's car. Got home, and had to deal with some really not cool stuff. but oh well. Oh and I forgot Norma Jean and ASL at stephany's house... so NOT cool :-(

"but you, you had better things to do...Liar"

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