Everyone Dies Alone
life..ah what a concept. well some people think life is great and amazing..well those people are stupid. and blind. because life is nothing but loss and pain.
have you ever had something you were living for be taken from you?..i have. i live for one person becaue i dont know what else to live for. i dont have anything else. Lauran is my everything. i know deep down she is my only one...yet now i am being forced to move on. and i hate it. she is telling me that she thinks that liking girls was just a phase she is getting over. i mean...how the fuck could this happen?..how?..i fucking hate this life. andi hate myself. she is the only person i want to be with. she is my always. and now i mean nothing to her other than a best friend. and i will NEVER mean more to her again...i can't take it. i dont know what to do anymore...i dont even see a point anymore really..i mean..what is the fucking point?..there is non..thats all it comes down to
i dont really have much to say..i bitch a lot. oh well i dont care anymore. but being forced to move on from the one person i know is the only person i want...is not fair. and i hate love and i hate life and most of all..i hate myself
have you ever had something you were living for be taken from you?..i have. i live for one person becaue i dont know what else to live for. i dont have anything else. Lauran is my everything. i know deep down she is my only one...yet now i am being forced to move on. and i hate it. she is telling me that she thinks that liking girls was just a phase she is getting over. i mean...how the fuck could this happen?..how?..i fucking hate this life. andi hate myself. she is the only person i want to be with. she is my always. and now i mean nothing to her other than a best friend. and i will NEVER mean more to her again...i can't take it. i dont know what to do anymore...i dont even see a point anymore really..i mean..what is the fucking point?..there is non..thats all it comes down to
i dont really have much to say..i bitch a lot. oh well i dont care anymore. but being forced to move on from the one person i know is the only person i want...is not fair. and i hate love and i hate life and most of all..i hate myself