WOW it's a real post!!!
I have entered the land of the desperate. I am now a member of a video dating service. I feel so pathetic. But my reasons are because everywhere I go all I met if I met anyone at all are townies. And that’s not what I want. This way, I know what these potentials are about prior to wasting any of the little free time I have. I’m not saying that townies are bad shit most of my friends are townies and I am one at heart. It’s just not what I want. I want someone who is financially secure so if we do get married and have kids one of us could stay home with them. And well with me working where I work and being with a townie that couldn’t happen. Although I fear that I will run into a small problem being that I am losing weight when I started I was 220 and as of last weekend I was down to 204.5 (not bad if I do say so myself, and I do) so I wonder if I should have waited, cause unfortunately some guys can be shallow when it comes to a woman’s body type. But I’m sure I could take the photos have the video over again. I should ask that on Wednesday when I go for the photo shoot.
That’s another problem what to wear for the photo shoot? I wanted to wear the purple dress that I got at utopia like years ago but alas I haven’t lost enough weight for it to look really good in it. I look better in it then I did before but not as good as I could so I nixed that one. It’s a shame though cause I absolutely love that dress. So I guess I’ll wear my maroon ballerina shirt and my black skirt for the dressy outfit. And for the casual outfit I’ll wear my low-rise jeans and my long sleeved polo shirt cause that makes me look skinny.
Let’s see other updates…oh yeah. Deiced that I’m done with the vicious cycle with Jeremy (I can here you all cheering) not to say that were not still friends. Because we are. But I did cast a spell that removed my romantic feelings for him. So I am no longer in love with him and will never be again. And of course a week after I did the spell Kim broke up with him. Gotta love Murphy.
And well I guess that’s about it.
That’s another problem what to wear for the photo shoot? I wanted to wear the purple dress that I got at utopia like years ago but alas I haven’t lost enough weight for it to look really good in it. I look better in it then I did before but not as good as I could so I nixed that one. It’s a shame though cause I absolutely love that dress. So I guess I’ll wear my maroon ballerina shirt and my black skirt for the dressy outfit. And for the casual outfit I’ll wear my low-rise jeans and my long sleeved polo shirt cause that makes me look skinny.
Let’s see other updates…oh yeah. Deiced that I’m done with the vicious cycle with Jeremy (I can here you all cheering) not to say that were not still friends. Because we are. But I did cast a spell that removed my romantic feelings for him. So I am no longer in love with him and will never be again. And of course a week after I did the spell Kim broke up with him. Gotta love Murphy.
And well I guess that’s about it.