Sleepless
Here I am. 630am on a thursday morning, unable to fall asleep.
Many things running through my mind suddenly. Was it really a mistake to read her blog and know so much about their daily lives?
I'm just feeling unjustified. For all the hard work I've put into the relationship, yet the harvest goes to this girl, who don't really deserve it. I don't get it. All that she's enjoying now, the things in his room, was the effort of me. Okay maybe not entirely me. But at least I contributed to making a room look like what a room should look like. And all she does is to easily get her ass inside the room.
Ah, damn. I shouldn't let these evil thoughts control my mind. Mind over heart please! :(
Many things running through my mind suddenly. Was it really a mistake to read her blog and know so much about their daily lives?
I'm just feeling unjustified. For all the hard work I've put into the relationship, yet the harvest goes to this girl, who don't really deserve it. I don't get it. All that she's enjoying now, the things in his room, was the effort of me. Okay maybe not entirely me. But at least I contributed to making a room look like what a room should look like. And all she does is to easily get her ass inside the room.
Ah, damn. I shouldn't let these evil thoughts control my mind. Mind over heart please! :(