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i have been drug free for 3 weeks.
and i smoked my last ciggarete...a week ago. so i was doing really good.
to bad i fucked up and got drunk, and my best friends guy tried to kiss me. being the cool person i am i pulled away. i'm glad i did but wished i hadn't
he told me hes sad that he met me after my friend. i said it was harsh. but at the same time was happy
i felt the same.so i'm a horrible person.
he called me alot last night. his friends having problems with drugs. he told me to never ever do any hard core drugs.
right now i think i'll just be there for him as a friend. i don't know what i would do if i lost my best friend over a guy who will probally just do the same thing to me.
i have to talk to him..when hes sober. wich he hardly is.
i'm so sick ...all the muscles in my body hurt. it's fucking bunk
i miss jen. alot.
and i smoked my last ciggarete...a week ago. so i was doing really good.
to bad i fucked up and got drunk, and my best friends guy tried to kiss me. being the cool person i am i pulled away. i'm glad i did but wished i hadn't
he told me hes sad that he met me after my friend. i said it was harsh. but at the same time was happy
i felt the same.so i'm a horrible person.
he called me alot last night. his friends having problems with drugs. he told me to never ever do any hard core drugs.
right now i think i'll just be there for him as a friend. i don't know what i would do if i lost my best friend over a guy who will probally just do the same thing to me.
i have to talk to him..when hes sober. wich he hardly is.
i'm so sick ...all the muscles in my body hurt. it's fucking bunk
i miss jen. alot.