upsetting
i'm exhausted from all the tears i cried tonight from fighting with bret. everything is fine, boy was he mad at me. i deserved him to be that angry for i shouldn't have screamed at him the way i did, or said the words i said. i am not going to get into what the fight was about, but i did have cause to be upset, and he did apologize. well right now i am sitting at his desk on his computer while he is out at the bar. it is now almost closing time in dear old newport and he still isn't home. i had a ton of accounting homework to finish tonight, and he just needed to get away for a few hours to cool off. i hate fighting with him. it makes me feel horrible inside. but what's a real relationship without fighting. you can't be happy all the time, i guess relationships need some spice once in a while.
well i guess i will go to sleep.
well i guess i will go to sleep.