May 24, 2004 19:41
so i really havent updated this shit in over a month, so shitty. i used to be on top of things like this, i.e. lj but shit just gets old ya know?
alot of bullshit has been going on lately.
my makeup class @ fred segal starts in 2 weeks, yep two.
la here i come.
i cant wait for endless shopping sprees and beaches for daaaays.
i also got my lip pierced thursday and its seriously getting on my last fucking nerve.
i think nigel put too short of a bar in because my lip is swollen as shit. arrrghhh!
note to self:
quit being such an alcoholic.
went to townhouse on friday(like usual) took way too many vicodin, more than i should have and drank 5 jaeger shots too many.
yeah by the end of the nite i was completely incoherent and ridiculous as usual. apparently i ended up balling outside of townhouse saying that i was all alone? wtf? yeah so note to self, stop the drinking! with an exception of leti's bday tomorrow nite @ lipstick of course<3
i am in desperate need of a shopping trip pronto.
im getting really depressed :(
i got a bunch of sweet makeup yesterday, thanks mum<3
leticia is sitting here with her boyfriend. yep that'd be my cat.
haha asshole <3
hung out with best friend last nite. we havent hung out in like forever so it was rad. i miss him sometimes.i know he misses me too. we got starbucks n went to the bodyguards house then came back here and lurked on the internet and listened to kill hannah like 10 times till like 4am i need to stop going to bed so fucking late. insomnia i tell you.infuckinsomnia.
im so fucking sick right now that i want to die.
i swear my piercings making me sick. i hope i dont die :( that would be a bummer.
josh is coming to town this weekend for his friends wedding. im stoked to see him, my handsome husband <3
next weekend, mum,leti and i are going to la for a show and also dland with the fam.oh course mum isnt going to the show tho :)then wifes meeting us at the show on fri then coming back with us to spend the weekend. fun times. i love disnyeland<3
i realized i love makeup but i most love music more than makeup because everytime i go shopping, i always buy like 289834390 cds. not makeup. i wonder if thats trying to tell me something. hmmmm.
mac is hiring. cha-ching
i hope db is at lipstick tomorrow. its been over a month since ive seen him :( withdrawls right here.
this weekend is the usual. Townhouse on friday, and maybe slp in roseville on sat, gotta support my boys its been awhile i still got the love<3 then sunday josh. yep.
by the way we dont pay for shit anymore and its the fucking shit<3
and what? uncle hooked it up phat for BFD on the 11th...sweet bands, sweet venue and sweet tix and backstage.
i hope it rules as much as last year , last year owned.
ive lopped enough today and enough is enough, we are going to faces tonite. yeah, thats right im a lesbian now. siiiiike
ciao bitches<3