attention guys: tad hamilton is a fucking asshole.
remind me NEVER to meet a guy like him.
prick.
i have fucking insomnia, im not kidding. i can NEVER fall asleep until right around 4. weird.
i got a call last nite from him. it was weird.really weird.you know when you havent heard someones voice in a really long time and its just flat out weird. well it's been a really long time since ive heard his voice and it was, well, very weird. weird to the uncomfortable point, like he was a stranger or a guy i'd just met. i didn't like it. it made me shake.
thank god the convo didnt last long because i was feeling reeeeeally uncomfortable. hmmmph. at least i might be able to sleep better at nite.
i got up at fucking 12pm today, again. i always set my alarm for 930 and somehow i slap the snooze button.shitty.
BUT some good news is i got my old job back n im totally stoked on it. i miss those guys<3 salon, here i come!
i think things are begining to come together =) and i like it.
went to work @ 2 and my boss informed me that i got free passes to see win a date with tad hamilton. dude ive been wanting to see that movie. in fact i was gonna see it this weekend. elise came in to shop so i asked her to come with. we got dinner @ carl's n chatted and got some candy which we ate before the movie and went to the movie.
i wanted to kill the little boy next to me. he kept kickin the seat next to me, and kept fidgetting with the armrest and i wanted to fuckin sock him. damn you elise for moving!!! <3 but anyways the movie was pretty cute to the point where we cried. yep guys, i always fuckin cry at cheesy movies. le-sigh.
and by the way, i hate tad hamilton. i love pete<3
whatta sweetie pie.
and kate bosworth is the NEW dg.
shes fucking adorable.
i want to be her friend.
now im sitting on my ass doing absolutely nothing. i would go to bed but i wont be able to sleep. and theres no one good online, except my lil nick<3
paris i hope you are having fun with jack n his mom<3
i love you. ps. the mint tomorrow!
i cant wait for the weekend. honestly. the weekend puts me at ease for sure.
i need to meet a sweet babe like pete. awwwwwww someone who has unconditional love for me.
siiike like thats going to happen
i dont think anyone can put up with me, except lennon.
yeah and he totally has a 2 month break from me, im sure hes stooooked.
paris, call me im bored. friends, call me, im bored. you know who you are dudes.
em i wish i could be yer hair model. i need my hair done PRONTO.
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
that video is amazing.
<333
prick.
i have fucking insomnia, im not kidding. i can NEVER fall asleep until right around 4. weird.
i got a call last nite from him. it was weird.really weird.you know when you havent heard someones voice in a really long time and its just flat out weird. well it's been a really long time since ive heard his voice and it was, well, very weird. weird to the uncomfortable point, like he was a stranger or a guy i'd just met. i didn't like it. it made me shake.
thank god the convo didnt last long because i was feeling reeeeeally uncomfortable. hmmmph. at least i might be able to sleep better at nite.
i got up at fucking 12pm today, again. i always set my alarm for 930 and somehow i slap the snooze button.shitty.
BUT some good news is i got my old job back n im totally stoked on it. i miss those guys<3 salon, here i come!
i think things are begining to come together =) and i like it.
went to work @ 2 and my boss informed me that i got free passes to see win a date with tad hamilton. dude ive been wanting to see that movie. in fact i was gonna see it this weekend. elise came in to shop so i asked her to come with. we got dinner @ carl's n chatted and got some candy which we ate before the movie and went to the movie.
i wanted to kill the little boy next to me. he kept kickin the seat next to me, and kept fidgetting with the armrest and i wanted to fuckin sock him. damn you elise for moving!!! <3 but anyways the movie was pretty cute to the point where we cried. yep guys, i always fuckin cry at cheesy movies. le-sigh.
and by the way, i hate tad hamilton. i love pete<3
whatta sweetie pie.
and kate bosworth is the NEW dg.
shes fucking adorable.
i want to be her friend.
now im sitting on my ass doing absolutely nothing. i would go to bed but i wont be able to sleep. and theres no one good online, except my lil nick<3
paris i hope you are having fun with jack n his mom<3
i love you. ps. the mint tomorrow!
i cant wait for the weekend. honestly. the weekend puts me at ease for sure.
i need to meet a sweet babe like pete. awwwwwww someone who has unconditional love for me.
siiike like thats going to happen
i dont think anyone can put up with me, except lennon.
yeah and he totally has a 2 month break from me, im sure hes stooooked.
paris, call me im bored. friends, call me, im bored. you know who you are dudes.
em i wish i could be yer hair model. i need my hair done PRONTO.
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
that video is amazing.
<333