sad...
so yesterday was alright,
got the call back from aero...YAY
then hung out with cassie after school which was nice
then i meet up with ali and ky at al's to then go to applebee's i love them
then talked to craig
TODAY..DON DON DONNNNNNN
came to school went to the office to run something up and decided to talk to ky about him...and who walks around the corner??? HIM
weird, so then i decided i should talk to him... which was good and bad..
still made me cry..
"it wouldnt matter n e ways you have a new boyfriend" FUCK i screwed UP again.. but i dont know what to do,
ye ive waited about 3 years to have a relahsionship with one guy, but then again i love and would do ne thing for this guy who wont take me back, so fucking confused...im shaking, this is weird i thought i was gunna hypervantalate, after we talked..
FUCK again
got the call back from aero...YAY
then hung out with cassie after school which was nice
then i meet up with ali and ky at al's to then go to applebee's i love them
then talked to craig
TODAY..DON DON DONNNNNNN
came to school went to the office to run something up and decided to talk to ky about him...and who walks around the corner??? HIM
weird, so then i decided i should talk to him... which was good and bad..
still made me cry..
"it wouldnt matter n e ways you have a new boyfriend" FUCK i screwed UP again.. but i dont know what to do,
ye ive waited about 3 years to have a relahsionship with one guy, but then again i love and would do ne thing for this guy who wont take me back, so fucking confused...im shaking, this is weird i thought i was gunna hypervantalate, after we talked..
FUCK again