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not in a good mood at all...
i think i realized today why i left this place...
The first moment that i'm not drunk and i'm already incredibly depressed, i think there must be something in the water here or something.
I got so many thoughts racing through my mind...I don't even know where to start or why to even bother bringin' it up at all....but one thing must be said.
Last night i acted like an asshole...of course booze had alot to do with it. I won't mention any names but i've had this polt of revenge set a side and last night was a chance to take it. I wanted to defend a friend of mine who got screwed over but an "outsider". Sure i looked like a dick by being a mouth piece while "they" were doing their "thing"...despite what "her or she" wanted, a defense had to be made. I love this person to death but "he or she" has to learn to stand up for themself. Not only is this person still talking to the douche bag (the outsider) but "he or she" allowed the "people" to crash...I'm thankfull for "his or her" sake that bowdie and the boys weren't there cause i know i would have droped this bag of douche...
Fighting is dirty i know this, but i don't give a flying fuck, especially in this case. You don't cross my friends and get away with it. The plot for revenge is still in place, i just hope i see this person in London, perhaps during a "road trip" of some sort...and if/when i do, i'm going to make sure this person does not fuck with my friends again. I appologize in advance to "he or she" cause i know you're going to be readin this...I don't want to mess up your "relationship" with this person or the "people" but if you're not going to stand up for yourself, i'm going to do it for you. You desever better then a douche bag anyways...you know it, i know it. To be honest i'm a little disappointed, but i still love ya.
VIA rail, get me back to my home in London cause Brockville makes me want to vomit.
This thankgiving break was great until about...12:00ish last night. But i saw some good friends that i've missed and a celebration was had, and boy was it ever fun! London is calling, and well how could i turn that down? ETID is playing in London so soon!!! EEEEEK! I know i'm walking home from that show with a black eye or two. Right now i'm bored out of my mind...i'm should be at my friends house but she drank too much at her family gathering (typical of her...jokes). OH MAN, today i spent some money i don't have on a portable DVD player! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah, its going to make travelling so much sweeter. Also i need to get back to London ASAP, i jsut joined this new band who fucking OWNS! i've never met talented people like these guys, i think i found my solid ground. Anywho...i'm bored, i'm going to watch a movie...or two.
Cheers,
"take care of yourself, and each other" ~~Jerry Springer~~