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so I havent updated this baby in quite some time. school was good . My GPA is a 3.4 so I guess that is ok. I am totally confused on where I want to go from here. I know, I'm still at O.C.C. so that leaves me with plenty of time to decide what I want to do with my life. If I said I wanted to be a Lawyer or anything, I was just lying to myself, just so I reassured myself with some sort of guidance. truth is, I'm totally lost. Part of me only cares about being financially secure , so basically anything that pays mucho dinero. But the other 80% of me feels that I will not be happy in my life , if I dont work with music . I dont want to record videos for bands or anything with radio , but more like promote for the music I appreciate ., is there any money in that field ? I have no idea. But, if I'm happy isn't that all that matters ?
I've met some really awesome people at school. I was kind of hoping I would, even though its not a 4 year school and I dont live there , I'm just a bubbily person, so I was hoping to meet anyone new cuz I'm so sick of everyone else. I met this girl Edan who lives by me sorta and shes a really awesome person. and some other cool kids but not worth mentioning.
I finally got my new car . a 2004 Toyota Corolla . it's pretty amazing . I really love it or I wouldn't be paying 540 a month for it <33
I'm at a point in my life where I'm realizing that I need to get my act together. I need to quit Fridays and work at Shop Rite 5 days a week from like 10-4 and then go to the gym . I've already schedualed all of my classes for tuesdays and thursdays . I need to start going to the gym again . I've let myself go and its really depressing . I'm paying off some things right now but I plan on joining the gym as soon as I can . until then I'm just gunna walk around the block with my ipod at night . I just want to lose about 30 pounds cuz last year was the only time I was , well , happy; I guess you could say that.
every new guy I meet seems really awesome and I always jump to conclusions and I get my hopes up and I get dissapointed and its just the lamest cycle everytime. I dont want to do that again. I want to remain calm,cool and collected. I'm not getting my hopes up because well, things dont work out for me like that. But, I'm gunna try my best and if he comes around then i'll know . and thats all I'm gunna say on that topic .
((( DID I JUST SAY COOL,CALM AND COLLECTED?)))
ok I should hit the hay because I have work from 9 until 6:30 tomorrow . so if anyone is reading this the great . but if not I dont care . either way , its my therapy .