May 06, 2010 15:25
It is always so odd to take a look at the past. To see where I came from, to see how I fucked up, to see how I made things better for myself. I feel like I have come a long way in my life even though I am still in the same city I have lived for most of my life, even though I am still going to a community college and not really sure if I will be transferring or not. Sometimes I feel like I am wasting time going to school... I want to just explore the world. Travel at my own will. Photograph every step, every creature, every moment. But these things cost money... which means I have to sit through these classes, I have to try to get by and make something of myself in this world before I can go and explore my own.