I'm still here.
I don't know, it is far too easy to just post on Tumblr. It is less personal there I guess. I think about how many memories I keep on this thing, then it makes me sad to realize how much I forget to put down in here. I am so bad at keeping up with any hand-written journal, this is all I have for now.
October went from good to horrible. In November I decided I could give forgiveness a try. It has been working out well so far, I hope it stays this way and I hope he proves him self to me. Well, I hate thinking that he has to prove himself to me because he doesn't. It was my choice to come back to him, I just hope he has realized how much he had hurt me and not to do it again. I don't believe he is "that guy" who just doesn't give a shit, so I think I feel good about it all.
October went from good to horrible. In November I decided I could give forgiveness a try. It has been working out well so far, I hope it stays this way and I hope he proves him self to me. Well, I hate thinking that he has to prove himself to me because he doesn't. It was my choice to come back to him, I just hope he has realized how much he had hurt me and not to do it again. I don't believe he is "that guy" who just doesn't give a shit, so I think I feel good about it all.