Summer is gone
and so starts the never-ending cycle that is my life. Justin's back in Portland and calling and texting every other night. School started on Monday. I have a stupid schedule, not because of the classes per se, but because none of them are for my major, so I'm pretty much wasting a term. Except for kickboxing and yoga. I think it's funny that the only two classes left from my original perfectly magical schedule are PE classes. Oh boy, what is this world coming to?
I had a long heart-to-heart with my little brother today about relationships. He and his girlfriend of nearly a year have been struggling with a distance relationship since she is away at college while he finishes up his senior year. I guess she couldn't stand being so far apart and broke up with him the other night, but then she changed her mind and now they're on a break instead. Poor Peter is having a really difficult time dealing with it. I wish I could help him understand to not stress so much and just let things happen naturally. He seemed in better spirits after we talked, so I'd like to think I said something that struck the right cord.
I'm going down to Eugene Saturday night to see people. I hope it works out for me to go on a fairly regular basis because I don't think I can live through another year like last year where I was essentially friendless from November until May.
I can't believe it's already fall of 2007 and Mya and Justin are graduating this spring and not going to be at school with me anymore. I was talking to Heather today about the epiphany I had when I realized this is the last year I have with some of the people I've come to know and care about at PSU. Even though I know nothing will ever happen with Justin and I again, it's really weird thinking about the possibility that after he graduates in 9 months, I may never see him again. And as close as Mya and I have become, I'm not sure what's going to happen when she graduates. She's pretty determined to go to vet school at OSU, and now that she's just my friend and no longer Tim's girlfriend, I wonder if we'll keep in touch when we're not living just across the river from each other.
I'm over-analyzing too much and should go to bed considering I have an 8am class
I had a long heart-to-heart with my little brother today about relationships. He and his girlfriend of nearly a year have been struggling with a distance relationship since she is away at college while he finishes up his senior year. I guess she couldn't stand being so far apart and broke up with him the other night, but then she changed her mind and now they're on a break instead. Poor Peter is having a really difficult time dealing with it. I wish I could help him understand to not stress so much and just let things happen naturally. He seemed in better spirits after we talked, so I'd like to think I said something that struck the right cord.
I'm going down to Eugene Saturday night to see people. I hope it works out for me to go on a fairly regular basis because I don't think I can live through another year like last year where I was essentially friendless from November until May.
I can't believe it's already fall of 2007 and Mya and Justin are graduating this spring and not going to be at school with me anymore. I was talking to Heather today about the epiphany I had when I realized this is the last year I have with some of the people I've come to know and care about at PSU. Even though I know nothing will ever happen with Justin and I again, it's really weird thinking about the possibility that after he graduates in 9 months, I may never see him again. And as close as Mya and I have become, I'm not sure what's going to happen when she graduates. She's pretty determined to go to vet school at OSU, and now that she's just my friend and no longer Tim's girlfriend, I wonder if we'll keep in touch when we're not living just across the river from each other.
I'm over-analyzing too much and should go to bed considering I have an 8am class