Justin
Justin called me tonight wanting to hang out. I didn't have any other plans, so I decided to meet him at Scooters, this sweet bar behind the Crystal. It was good seeing him again, although I couldn't stay very long because I have to be up at 8am. It's hard seeing him because of the mix of emotions I feel. Part of me really wants to just get over all our history and be friends again, but another part of me will never truly be over him. He's the first person I really, truly loved, and there are so many fond memories I have of our time together. I really hope he starts calling more because I cannot bring myself to instigate anything after the catastrophe with Matt.
I'm going to go to sleep now because I think I had a little too much to drink considering I 'm struggling to keep my head straight.