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My mom's coming home soon. I'm going to talk to her about possibly moving in with Alyss, cross your fingers. I just said a prayer, I'm really hoping she'll accept this and understand me completely. I really hope this goes through. I really need to leave New Hampshire, this place is slowing killing everything I am. I need to go. I need to. I really hope she understands where I'm coming from, and God, I hope this works. I hope she lets me. I really.. really do, more than anything else in the world I've ever wanted, I really hope she let's me do this. I really can just hope now. She'll be home any minute, I'm trying to make sure I know what to say.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Good luck to me.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Good luck to me.