I got steel toes boots tonight!
So i went to UPS tonight. I just filled out some paper work and watched a video. They gave us little slips of paper that told us what our job is gonna be. I knew that i was gonna be on the ramp but my slip said "Ramp Wing" Not sure what that means, but i looked around at all the dudes sitting around me (i was the ONLY girl) and from what i saw all of theirs said "ramp Load" hmmmmmmm. The video showed us all the kinds of power units we can drive. I am excited but i sure hope that they don't expect me to back up... because as we all know, well those of you who have driven with me, know that i can't back up to save my life.
Anyway last night was fun. Had some more adventures with Derrik and Toasty and met their friend Rocky. Hahah good times. We ate at El Rodeo. It was not as good as it usually is. Our waiter was really nice and cute, some cute little mexican dude from California.
Today I found out that a friend of mine is ENGAGED!!! It makes me mad, and i know that it shouldnt because i really am happy for him... i just can't figure out why it makes me upset. Hopefully everything works out for them and they make each other happy, even though he is totally whipped and i know that personally I would not like to be married to someone that controlling. Its just hard for me to fathom getting married at our age. We are so YOUNG and he is even YOUNGER then i am and she is YOUNGER then him. We are still babies and it just does not seem like we should be allowed to get married when we are barley old enough to truly know ourselves. How can you make a commitment to someone when you are 20, 19, or 17..? I JUST DONT GET IT. Today in Sociology we learned that a humans personality is not fully developed until around the age of 35. Before that it is very easy to change "who you are" and what you believe and how you behave, but after that it becomes harder. Not that you can't change you personality after the age of 35, but things are just more set in stone and you are finally mature enough to "know yourself". I don't understand... I sure hope that they do not end up another statistic for divorce... or do I... I just dont know about this marriage thing. Why are we so pressured to get married in the first place. The last year my mom keep nagging me about how i need to find a nice boy to marry... WHAT THE FUCK. Thats why she is excited for me getting this job at UPS. She thinks that it will be a chance for me to meet a boy. I dont wanna meet some random boy and date for a few months and then get married. I wanna get married once and if be for real and for good. And who says that we even need to get married, I kinda like the thought of just living together forever and being life partners like Goldie Hawn (sp?) and Kurt Russell (I think that is that dudes name). They have been together for like 40 years and have not gotten married. In my opinion Marriage has become too over rated, too expected, and jumped into too soon.
Alright that is enough rambling about that. Dude I am so not tired. Its almost two now and there is nobody to talk to. Everyone is either at work or in bed. Dear journal you are my only friend right now... HAHHAHAHHAHAHAH. Ok i think that i am going a little crazy. Maybe i will go watch the Adventures of Sebastian Cole now. Those movies are due back tom...
Love,
Kimberly
Anyway last night was fun. Had some more adventures with Derrik and Toasty and met their friend Rocky. Hahah good times. We ate at El Rodeo. It was not as good as it usually is. Our waiter was really nice and cute, some cute little mexican dude from California.
Today I found out that a friend of mine is ENGAGED!!! It makes me mad, and i know that it shouldnt because i really am happy for him... i just can't figure out why it makes me upset. Hopefully everything works out for them and they make each other happy, even though he is totally whipped and i know that personally I would not like to be married to someone that controlling. Its just hard for me to fathom getting married at our age. We are so YOUNG and he is even YOUNGER then i am and she is YOUNGER then him. We are still babies and it just does not seem like we should be allowed to get married when we are barley old enough to truly know ourselves. How can you make a commitment to someone when you are 20, 19, or 17..? I JUST DONT GET IT. Today in Sociology we learned that a humans personality is not fully developed until around the age of 35. Before that it is very easy to change "who you are" and what you believe and how you behave, but after that it becomes harder. Not that you can't change you personality after the age of 35, but things are just more set in stone and you are finally mature enough to "know yourself". I don't understand... I sure hope that they do not end up another statistic for divorce... or do I... I just dont know about this marriage thing. Why are we so pressured to get married in the first place. The last year my mom keep nagging me about how i need to find a nice boy to marry... WHAT THE FUCK. Thats why she is excited for me getting this job at UPS. She thinks that it will be a chance for me to meet a boy. I dont wanna meet some random boy and date for a few months and then get married. I wanna get married once and if be for real and for good. And who says that we even need to get married, I kinda like the thought of just living together forever and being life partners like Goldie Hawn (sp?) and Kurt Russell (I think that is that dudes name). They have been together for like 40 years and have not gotten married. In my opinion Marriage has become too over rated, too expected, and jumped into too soon.
Alright that is enough rambling about that. Dude I am so not tired. Its almost two now and there is nobody to talk to. Everyone is either at work or in bed. Dear journal you are my only friend right now... HAHHAHAHHAHAHAH. Ok i think that i am going a little crazy. Maybe i will go watch the Adventures of Sebastian Cole now. Those movies are due back tom...
Love,
Kimberly