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Wow... I was lying outside my logic class reading and fell asleep, then a girl came up and sat right at my feet like I needed to move for her to sit down. It woke me up, and although I know she was totally right in expecting me to share the bench, I was in a bad mood... then I found out that my bag, which had been lying on it's side, had water all over it from my slightly open water bottle. Plus I was thinking of everything I could possibly be upset about (funny how we do that) and went into Logic kinda pissed off at the world.
BUT... I talked to Melody and got it all off my chest, plus she reminded me of the good stuff I have... and I have a lot of good in my life. So much love. I dunno... I just feel so happy right now 'cause I know that someone knows how I feel... and that it was kinda silly to be so upset to begin with. I know that's weird, "I was so upset, now I'm so happy" but the happy is really the important part. I love my friends and family so much. Even though I know I have TONS have homework tonight for my two exams the next two days, I'm not sure that I'm upset about it. I'm kinda, "oh, okay... I guess... bring it on?" It's a little daunting... I just feel so much better about it. Thank you Melody.
Mel: I love you, and I don't stay away because I don't, or because I've stopped... or anything of the sort. Know that I'll always love you. please feel better
Shan and Jenni: I love you guys also, and I know every ounce of awesome it would be to live with you, and it adds up to pounds of reasons it would be cool... I just can't financially right now and with the amount of stressed I am with just school I'm not sure I could handle the job to get the money either. I hope you know that It's not for lack of love or anything. I'll visit often. Just give me a little crawlspace.
Natalie: I know you don't really get on here much anymore... but I still really miss you. I'm really looking
forward to spending a weeks worth of nights with you, so I hope that's still the plan. :crossing my fingers:
Chels: I miss you too... Man, art... let's have a moment of silence for the wonderful times we had, and every moment we spent with all of us, the wonderful people we are, all in one room... :silence:
Zack: I hope everything went well yesterday, and I hope you're having a good day. I'll probably check in on you later. I know it's hard to be friends with females sometimes... but please don't ever give up... I'm not sure what'd I'd do.
Carey: :shrugs: I love you... that's all. :smile:
I love you all, every one of you. yes, I do.
wow. I think Heaven just fell top of me, and suddenly I don't mind the weight of the world. Weird how that works.
BUT... I talked to Melody and got it all off my chest, plus she reminded me of the good stuff I have... and I have a lot of good in my life. So much love. I dunno... I just feel so happy right now 'cause I know that someone knows how I feel... and that it was kinda silly to be so upset to begin with. I know that's weird, "I was so upset, now I'm so happy" but the happy is really the important part. I love my friends and family so much. Even though I know I have TONS have homework tonight for my two exams the next two days, I'm not sure that I'm upset about it. I'm kinda, "oh, okay... I guess... bring it on?" It's a little daunting... I just feel so much better about it. Thank you Melody.
Mel: I love you, and I don't stay away because I don't, or because I've stopped... or anything of the sort. Know that I'll always love you. please feel better
Shan and Jenni: I love you guys also, and I know every ounce of awesome it would be to live with you, and it adds up to pounds of reasons it would be cool... I just can't financially right now and with the amount of stressed I am with just school I'm not sure I could handle the job to get the money either. I hope you know that It's not for lack of love or anything. I'll visit often. Just give me a little crawlspace.
Natalie: I know you don't really get on here much anymore... but I still really miss you. I'm really looking
forward to spending a weeks worth of nights with you, so I hope that's still the plan. :crossing my fingers:
Chels: I miss you too... Man, art... let's have a moment of silence for the wonderful times we had, and every moment we spent with all of us, the wonderful people we are, all in one room... :silence:
Zack: I hope everything went well yesterday, and I hope you're having a good day. I'll probably check in on you later. I know it's hard to be friends with females sometimes... but please don't ever give up... I'm not sure what'd I'd do.
Carey: :shrugs: I love you... that's all. :smile:
I love you all, every one of you. yes, I do.
wow. I think Heaven just fell top of me, and suddenly I don't mind the weight of the world. Weird how that works.