Im trying to not be judgemental...
But sometimes i'm really glad i'm not as fat and ugly as i think i am... i feel like bad person for seeing really ugly and really fat people and thinking 'Thank God i dont look like THAT!' because nobody can help how they look! I am the queen of "dont judge" and i dont judge out loud much, but i hate when i look at the girl in the corner who is either trying for dreads or just doesnt own a brush and going 'omg, she's GROSS!' or looking at the fat lady in the other corner and saying 'GOD, wear clothes taht FIT! You're fat, dont try to wear clothes too small just cause you want to!'.
I feel really bad... and also very stuck up because i look at them and think 'i'm TOTALLY prettier than that'... which is mean.
I hate that people either expect you to degrade yourself and think you're ugly, and if you dont you're 'stuck up'...
or they get pissed at you for talking down about yourself.
My friends? HATE it when i say 'oh i'm so fat' but then my mom, who agrees that i'm prettier than other ppl cause i'm her daughter, looks at me like 'wow, you stuck up bitch' when i go 'man i'm glad i dont look like THAT' when i see someone really unfortunate looking.
I'm not really that mean, most everybody has something about them that is decent looking. Very few people are REALLY ugly. Most people in my eyes are either pretty, beautiful, gorgeous+ or... not pretty. VERY few people are really UGLY.
still, i feel like such a bitch right now, because i keep judging people in this coffee house.
I'm not God, i shouldn't be judging like i am, and i feel very bad about it.
<3Chelsea
I feel really bad... and also very stuck up because i look at them and think 'i'm TOTALLY prettier than that'... which is mean.
I hate that people either expect you to degrade yourself and think you're ugly, and if you dont you're 'stuck up'...
or they get pissed at you for talking down about yourself.
My friends? HATE it when i say 'oh i'm so fat' but then my mom, who agrees that i'm prettier than other ppl cause i'm her daughter, looks at me like 'wow, you stuck up bitch' when i go 'man i'm glad i dont look like THAT' when i see someone really unfortunate looking.
I'm not really that mean, most everybody has something about them that is decent looking. Very few people are REALLY ugly. Most people in my eyes are either pretty, beautiful, gorgeous+ or... not pretty. VERY few people are really UGLY.
still, i feel like such a bitch right now, because i keep judging people in this coffee house.
I'm not God, i shouldn't be judging like i am, and i feel very bad about it.
<3Chelsea