meh.

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okay .. i'm getting upset with myself.
i don't know why, but it's bothering me.
i hate the feeling. i don't want the feeling.
why do i need to know? maybe it will be helpful? or easier?
i don't know how to say it .. i don't know if i want to know the answer .. alls i know is that i need to know.

--sorry this is such a gay post--

i'm just so confused.
meh.