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not much has been happening with me lately really. my life is seeming to get slowly better though i think. i continually find myself happier and happier. i love my friends. derek, sam, ward, tom, mike, chelsea, luke...all of you. sooooo awesome and fun to be around. i havent really done much out of the ordinary, just been chillin with the homies i guess. life is going good though. ive been feeling a lot better and a lot less depressed. not many people have known how sad ive been for the last few months...maybe even year...i was so depressed when i found out how many people were two faced and acted like they were fine around me, then would just make fun of me when i wasnt around. my friends have finally helped me recover though and they dont even know it. im so happy derek is finally derek again. im so happy that me and sam are still so close...hopefully i keep in touch with everyone after this year. i really really hope so.
on a side note i see the craziest/coolest kid ever this friday at his college...ERIK FUCkING SHOOKMAN. we're gonna party like its 1999 and shit. should be an amazing weekend. saturdays going to be awesome too if i make it to the calico show in time. well i probably wont update for a while cuz livejournal isnt nearly as soothing for me now that i have less problems haha. o well i guess. id rather be happy though. peace.
on a side note i see the craziest/coolest kid ever this friday at his college...ERIK FUCkING SHOOKMAN. we're gonna party like its 1999 and shit. should be an amazing weekend. saturdays going to be awesome too if i make it to the calico show in time. well i probably wont update for a while cuz livejournal isnt nearly as soothing for me now that i have less problems haha. o well i guess. id rather be happy though. peace.