sorry brb
sooo this weekend was pretty awesome. i already recapped new years eve so i wont go into that again haha.
thursday im pretty sure i slept all day. which was pretty great. i love sleeping. then me and kayla met fisher and dave (our new bff) in billerica for chinese food and scorpion bowls. some of fishers like, high school aged friends came as well. it was pretty awesome and fishers friends are hysterical, as are fisher and dave. it was pretty much a giant chuckle fest.
ew...chuckle fest sounds super creepy.
then me and kayla went to fishers and hung out for a little bit. i drank soco and orange juice...which is weird cuz i hate soco. and also cuuuz, why was i even still drinking? but it was actually pretty good. oh, also, my car had a real hard time making it up fishers driveway. haha. me and kayla were laughing so hard. then when we left we couldnt get my emergency brake to go down. haha. we were kind of a mess.
friday i once again slept all day. then i got dinner with my cousin in portsmouth and then hung out with samantha for a little bit. i went to the friendly toast an got a grilled cheese which might be the best thing ever. everyone should probs go get one. so good.
ummm. saturday i saw marley and me. it was so good but real sad. it reminded me of my life and poor momo. then i went to jayme's cuz she was home for christmas and thennnn i went down to josh's for a rockband party. it was good to see everyone although by the time i got there they were all wasted and i was definitely not. whatevs though. then today i worked. vom.
sometimes things happen and they're a lot harder to handle than you think they'll be. i hate that. it's like you get so used to ignoring them and pushing them to the back of your mind that when they actually are brought to the surface your reaction is surprising, even to you. like if you could just continue to ignore them to an extent, or pretend they dont really matter then it would be kind of ok. kind of like how sometimes when little kids fall down and like, whack their head and it looks like it totally hurt wicked bad...but like, the kid wont start crying about it unless someone else is like OH MY GOD ARE YOU OK??? im fine until people start being like, so, how are you doing with that whole thing?
eh. whatevs. i decided today that i need to back myself away from several different situations and people that i just dont really need to be involved with or in. hopefully this decision makes things way less annoying.
it's gotten a lot easier for me to separate myself from people who blow, for the most part, because my expectations of pretty much every person that i meet are pretty low. ive met enough assholes in my life to know that uh, most people are assholes hah. so there's no point in expecting them not to be. when i finally figure it out for sure, i can just be like ok cool. guess that's that.
people are still 100% disappointing. i am pretty certain this will never change. sometimes it does kinda suck cuz every once in awhile i'll be at that point where i'm like oh man maybe this person is actually a decent human being...hah. but it's like as soon as i let my guard down they turn lame.
in other news, i bought the most ridiculous shoes ever yesterday. so obnoxious. i love them.
also, tonight denny's was out of chicken strips.....what???
oh, one last thing...i read this in a magazine today and i think it pretty much hits the nail on the head (did i really just use that phrase? wtf...) "you will know he's the one. my grandmother always said that and i never believed it. but it's true. you wont be calling your friends saying 'i don't know if he's interested'. there will be no drama. he'll be as into it as you are."
word. i need to start just thinking more like that probs.
eh. ok. i could probably keep talking about nothing but maybe i'll try to go to bed? so i can go to my stupid effing whore job in the morning. barfffff.
oh btw. kayla i hope you noticed my subject.
thursday im pretty sure i slept all day. which was pretty great. i love sleeping. then me and kayla met fisher and dave (our new bff) in billerica for chinese food and scorpion bowls. some of fishers like, high school aged friends came as well. it was pretty awesome and fishers friends are hysterical, as are fisher and dave. it was pretty much a giant chuckle fest.
ew...chuckle fest sounds super creepy.
then me and kayla went to fishers and hung out for a little bit. i drank soco and orange juice...which is weird cuz i hate soco. and also cuuuz, why was i even still drinking? but it was actually pretty good. oh, also, my car had a real hard time making it up fishers driveway. haha. me and kayla were laughing so hard. then when we left we couldnt get my emergency brake to go down. haha. we were kind of a mess.
friday i once again slept all day. then i got dinner with my cousin in portsmouth and then hung out with samantha for a little bit. i went to the friendly toast an got a grilled cheese which might be the best thing ever. everyone should probs go get one. so good.
ummm. saturday i saw marley and me. it was so good but real sad. it reminded me of my life and poor momo. then i went to jayme's cuz she was home for christmas and thennnn i went down to josh's for a rockband party. it was good to see everyone although by the time i got there they were all wasted and i was definitely not. whatevs though. then today i worked. vom.
sometimes things happen and they're a lot harder to handle than you think they'll be. i hate that. it's like you get so used to ignoring them and pushing them to the back of your mind that when they actually are brought to the surface your reaction is surprising, even to you. like if you could just continue to ignore them to an extent, or pretend they dont really matter then it would be kind of ok. kind of like how sometimes when little kids fall down and like, whack their head and it looks like it totally hurt wicked bad...but like, the kid wont start crying about it unless someone else is like OH MY GOD ARE YOU OK??? im fine until people start being like, so, how are you doing with that whole thing?
eh. whatevs. i decided today that i need to back myself away from several different situations and people that i just dont really need to be involved with or in. hopefully this decision makes things way less annoying.
it's gotten a lot easier for me to separate myself from people who blow, for the most part, because my expectations of pretty much every person that i meet are pretty low. ive met enough assholes in my life to know that uh, most people are assholes hah. so there's no point in expecting them not to be. when i finally figure it out for sure, i can just be like ok cool. guess that's that.
people are still 100% disappointing. i am pretty certain this will never change. sometimes it does kinda suck cuz every once in awhile i'll be at that point where i'm like oh man maybe this person is actually a decent human being...hah. but it's like as soon as i let my guard down they turn lame.
in other news, i bought the most ridiculous shoes ever yesterday. so obnoxious. i love them.
also, tonight denny's was out of chicken strips.....what???
oh, one last thing...i read this in a magazine today and i think it pretty much hits the nail on the head (did i really just use that phrase? wtf...) "you will know he's the one. my grandmother always said that and i never believed it. but it's true. you wont be calling your friends saying 'i don't know if he's interested'. there will be no drama. he'll be as into it as you are."
word. i need to start just thinking more like that probs.
eh. ok. i could probably keep talking about nothing but maybe i'll try to go to bed? so i can go to my stupid effing whore job in the morning. barfffff.
oh btw. kayla i hope you noticed my subject.