INDIANA HERE I COME!!!
Well everyone im leaving for Indiana today and well im happy and excited but a little sad because i havent seen Kinnon in 2 weeks and here goes another 2 i only talked to him 2 times for like 3 minutes this past week i thought he was mad at me or something but instead hes been really busy with school and he told me he doesnt care any more and i told him not to have that kind of attitude but all he kept saying was that he doesnt care i love him so much and only want the best for him and i want him to care i mean what happened to the Kinnon that cared about everything the one that wanted to go to college and get a good job and make tuns of money then go and bulid his house hes been thinking up the past year or 2???? please tell me if you know!! i just want to know what happened why throw your future away over some lousy test what happened to your goals and the plans you had babe???? dont get mad but im just wondering maybe i can elp you out?? but come on please at least try some more at least one more time at least for me!! you make me proud in everything you do and im not saying your not tryng but giving up isnt the answer andi think you know that you have told me that a couple of times and thinking negativley is NEVER the answer i cant even count how many times youve told me that and im going to try my best to be here and help you but youve gotta work with me and these next 2 weeks try your hardest in school cuz babe you wont have me calling you every day to stress you out ok!!! i love you so much please help yourself out and do yourself the favor!!!