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Crash and burn - it's what I do best.
Scott's been away since last Sunday. Never thought it would come to this but I cried on the phone. No idea if it's because of the funeral I attended earlier this saturday morning, didn't cry when the time was right or if I really do infact just have too many emotions built up. Scott was suppose to be home Friday night, then Saturday 7am, and now Monday night 8pm. I don't know what my problem is. Apparently I'm a box of emotions.
I finally got a dress for Scott's friend's wedding. Now he doesn't want to go. Reasons for not going, I know know of are a) we NEVER hang out with them, b) they never return Scott's phone calls (rarer occassion when they do), c) they only call when they need some work done on their house or at 11:30pm to let him know they are in town. The friends invited us to their 4th of July party. Apparently we are going to the island, which I am not really looking forward to attending. One because we are taking a boat that needs to be sea triled so that means he's working! Two, my friend Lindsay invited us over for her 4th party, which should be so much fun and I was completely looking forward to it because lets face it - parties with friend are a lot more fun with your friends than with your in-laws*. ANyway, atleast I'll have a cute party dress for the future.
It's only roughly 5 months away but I've already thought of birthday party ideas. I'm thinking black, white and red party at a classy bar. I will be turning 25 this year. Never though I'd make it this far. I just better get planning because dammit my birthday is between the Thanksgiving parties and Christmas parties.
* not really my in-laws but so much easier than "my boyfriend's parents, sister / family"
Scott's been away since last Sunday. Never thought it would come to this but I cried on the phone. No idea if it's because of the funeral I attended earlier this saturday morning, didn't cry when the time was right or if I really do infact just have too many emotions built up. Scott was suppose to be home Friday night, then Saturday 7am, and now Monday night 8pm. I don't know what my problem is. Apparently I'm a box of emotions.
I finally got a dress for Scott's friend's wedding. Now he doesn't want to go. Reasons for not going, I know know of are a) we NEVER hang out with them, b) they never return Scott's phone calls (rarer occassion when they do), c) they only call when they need some work done on their house or at 11:30pm to let him know they are in town. The friends invited us to their 4th of July party. Apparently we are going to the island, which I am not really looking forward to attending. One because we are taking a boat that needs to be sea triled so that means he's working! Two, my friend Lindsay invited us over for her 4th party, which should be so much fun and I was completely looking forward to it because lets face it - parties with friend are a lot more fun with your friends than with your in-laws*. ANyway, atleast I'll have a cute party dress for the future.
It's only roughly 5 months away but I've already thought of birthday party ideas. I'm thinking black, white and red party at a classy bar. I will be turning 25 this year. Never though I'd make it this far. I just better get planning because dammit my birthday is between the Thanksgiving parties and Christmas parties.
* not really my in-laws but so much easier than "my boyfriend's parents, sister / family"