things change sometimes for the worst
Its sad.
I think i have honestly just realized im growing up. Everyone has changed right in front of my eyes and i am just noticing now. All my friends are different. They all act different, into different things. Expecially all of our morals went down the drain. We are not the people we wanted to be or even dreamed to be. you high hopes are now to the ground. Substances ruin lives. It makes me sick. You are better then that and you just "dont give a fuck." We used to say we would never forget one another. Seems like were already on the path of that. Lies come out of your mouth my mouh everyones mouth. I'm so sick of lies. I want the truth even if it hurts more. I miss the old days. I miss the old memories. I miss being younger. I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready for my friends to change. I love them so much if only they really knew. I want it all back to normal. It seems like i have no friends anymore. I really dont know. just come back. back to how it used to be. maybe thats way to much to ask for. I miss how it used to be, we will never have how it used to be back eirther. maybe im just tired and this is why im thinking so much. but whatever. it just sucks sometimes. im done.
I think i have honestly just realized im growing up. Everyone has changed right in front of my eyes and i am just noticing now. All my friends are different. They all act different, into different things. Expecially all of our morals went down the drain. We are not the people we wanted to be or even dreamed to be. you high hopes are now to the ground. Substances ruin lives. It makes me sick. You are better then that and you just "dont give a fuck." We used to say we would never forget one another. Seems like were already on the path of that. Lies come out of your mouth my mouh everyones mouth. I'm so sick of lies. I want the truth even if it hurts more. I miss the old days. I miss the old memories. I miss being younger. I'm not ready to grow up. I'm not ready for my friends to change. I love them so much if only they really knew. I want it all back to normal. It seems like i have no friends anymore. I really dont know. just come back. back to how it used to be. maybe thats way to much to ask for. I miss how it used to be, we will never have how it used to be back eirther. maybe im just tired and this is why im thinking so much. but whatever. it just sucks sometimes. im done.