lies wont win me over.
I dont hate you or her. i hate the fact that you lied to me. so call me a hyporcrit because i have lied to you in my past, but I told you everything and straight up with "boy". We were not going out no point in lieing. I'm pissed because when you told me that it was her not made up ashely that you dident even tell me the whole truth still. you still lied to me. She told me the truth. the whole truth and i thank her for that. no one should be lied to.I have started over. I dont lie to anyone about anything. Most of all i havent lied to you rickey. You came to my house and you cryed your eyes out and said how much you missed me and wanted me back. how can you want someone back when you straight up lied to me that day when i asked if there was anything eles that happend and you dident even tell me the full details. You told me you made out with her for the hell of it because she came on to you and you felt rude stopping her. but turns out you liked her and she liked you. and you would have gone out with her if she wasent moving.
and honestly it all makes sense now. When i cried my eyes out begging for you back and everything and you shit on me telling me you dont want to get back with me and all that bull shit it was because you had her at that point. someone to talk to someone to cuddle and kiss with a very pretty girl. you had no need for me anymore. but when she moved you got lonely and im the closet one. and thats when you decided to come crawling back to me. not because you missed me.. but she left. and i'm still her. its funny rickey how the pieces fit back together. its funny how you cryed to me cryed about our memories cryed your eyes out at my house. but for wat? you cant just pick up where you left off because your girl moved. you cant just come back to me now. after all that.. after so much more then the truth came out. its not the fact that you made out with her.. No i dont care that you did. you lied to me. and even when you told the truth you still hide stuff from me. One thing you should know i find out EVERYTHING. I dont even hate you.. i dont even hate alex. im just dissipointed. not in her. she told me the truth even after i was a bitch to her. but you.. you lied to me and then when you told the truth you still hide shit. i dont even know. stuff is so complicated. i dont belive now that you honestly wanted me back and that you honestly missed me. why should i.. why dident you miss me when she was still her.. you waited till she left. im not even upset anymore. i just dont understand. i dont understand you. and i wish i did. and i wish i knew the things i want to know. maybe its better that i dont. maybe its better if we dont even be friends anymore .. just see each other around when im in town or run in to each other while were riding bikes.
the bell rang off to another class.
and honestly it all makes sense now. When i cried my eyes out begging for you back and everything and you shit on me telling me you dont want to get back with me and all that bull shit it was because you had her at that point. someone to talk to someone to cuddle and kiss with a very pretty girl. you had no need for me anymore. but when she moved you got lonely and im the closet one. and thats when you decided to come crawling back to me. not because you missed me.. but she left. and i'm still her. its funny rickey how the pieces fit back together. its funny how you cryed to me cryed about our memories cryed your eyes out at my house. but for wat? you cant just pick up where you left off because your girl moved. you cant just come back to me now. after all that.. after so much more then the truth came out. its not the fact that you made out with her.. No i dont care that you did. you lied to me. and even when you told the truth you still hide stuff from me. One thing you should know i find out EVERYTHING. I dont even hate you.. i dont even hate alex. im just dissipointed. not in her. she told me the truth even after i was a bitch to her. but you.. you lied to me and then when you told the truth you still hide shit. i dont even know. stuff is so complicated. i dont belive now that you honestly wanted me back and that you honestly missed me. why should i.. why dident you miss me when she was still her.. you waited till she left. im not even upset anymore. i just dont understand. i dont understand you. and i wish i did. and i wish i knew the things i want to know. maybe its better that i dont. maybe its better if we dont even be friends anymore .. just see each other around when im in town or run in to each other while were riding bikes.
the bell rang off to another class.