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Last weekend was fun! I went to the beach with Chantal!! I got sooo sunburnt!! but well worth it!!Later that night wissiam saved my life from a really bad car accident we almost got in too.. Then wissiam, Jay , and me went to a party.. Wissiam and I made fun of all the drunk kids it was really funny! Some kid came up to us as said "I AM SO SLAUGHTERED" haha so thats a pretty fuckin cool work now..
So Whats going on with Rickey and I.. well I coudlent even tell you myself..He has me waiting here.. for what I dont know.. But if he dseont make up his mind in the next few days im movin on..Yes it will be hard at first.. but not the end of the world.I miss him so much and yes I still love him.. but it hurting me way too much just waiting for him to come back, if he even dose. Seems like we cant even have a nice converstation anymore with out one of us yelling or god knows what. I know i can be a hyporcrity but he can too.. Were so much alike we get in fights so easily. Both of us are subborn as fuck.. and refuse to give in. Honestly im ready for what ever comes my way.. All of this is so stressing and I woudlent mind things getting figured out fastter.If he dont want me back then fine, there are other fish in the sea.. If he dose then shit better start moving faster and both of us need to compromise and tlak all this shit out of what will upset us and what wont..At this point I dont think I even care anymore.. Caring is so hard to do now a days.. I rather not care so i'm not upset..but whatever...
Alsoo this is absoulty amusing to me.. it's so funny how 14 year old girls are such sluts Or just one in pictular MISSY.. HA they get fucked in the back of a car.. HAHAHA even better they r not going out eirther.. They dont even have respect for themselves.. hahaha Its okay she'll get really fucked up for all the shit she has talked to me...Fuck little girls.
So Whats going on with Rickey and I.. well I coudlent even tell you myself..He has me waiting here.. for what I dont know.. But if he dseont make up his mind in the next few days im movin on..Yes it will be hard at first.. but not the end of the world.I miss him so much and yes I still love him.. but it hurting me way too much just waiting for him to come back, if he even dose. Seems like we cant even have a nice converstation anymore with out one of us yelling or god knows what. I know i can be a hyporcrity but he can too.. Were so much alike we get in fights so easily. Both of us are subborn as fuck.. and refuse to give in. Honestly im ready for what ever comes my way.. All of this is so stressing and I woudlent mind things getting figured out fastter.If he dont want me back then fine, there are other fish in the sea.. If he dose then shit better start moving faster and both of us need to compromise and tlak all this shit out of what will upset us and what wont..At this point I dont think I even care anymore.. Caring is so hard to do now a days.. I rather not care so i'm not upset..but whatever...
Alsoo this is absoulty amusing to me.. it's so funny how 14 year old girls are such sluts Or just one in pictular MISSY.. HA they get fucked in the back of a car.. HAHAHA even better they r not going out eirther.. They dont even have respect for themselves.. hahaha Its okay she'll get really fucked up for all the shit she has talked to me...Fuck little girls.