Somedays we'll laugh somedays we'll scream
Somedays I dont even no why I get out of bed, and some days I know exactly why. Latley I don't no why. Everything is going down hill. Everything. I took my time to see what I needed and I do no now what it is, But it's Not like he cares? I hate crying. I hate hurting people. I hate hurting inside. I hate feeling like shit because you have the power too. I hate when you abuse your power. I hate not getting my way. I hate being second in you life. I hate the ways you think. I hate the ways I think. I hate arguing. I hate fighting. I hate everything that can possible go wrong when all I want is you in my arms. I hate that you dont want to see me when I need to see you so bad. I hate me being a bitch to you. I hate you being an ass hole to me. I hate me dragging this on. I hate all the wrongs things I do. I hate you not caring. I hate me not caring. I hate when you dont understand me. I hate when I dont understand you.Most of all I hate hating, But there is no way around it all. It seems to follow me.
I know i have the abilty to change and you as well. I'm not the only one who needs to, but I know i have a big role to play in it. Trust me i'll do anything. I'm not perfect but i'll try and be as close to it as I can.
You mean so much to me, and I dont even no if thats the same for you.
I know im jealous, but you are too. You like making me mad and I like making you mad.
We are just alike. It's not opposites that attract it's magnets. Remember that.