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So, I went to bed about half an hour ago, decided that my body didn't want to sleep, tried listening to music, and finally decided to get up and rearrange my life. I've been thinking a lot lately- mostly coming to terms with how I feel about my life right now and where I want it to go with it. I'm trying hard to get back into focusing on my art, spending at least a couple hours a day working on something for myself. I'm trying to figure out where my style is going, how to shape and define it, and how exactly that's going to help me out in the real world. So far, it's going well.
I think i've decided that I really want to get certified as a personal trainer. Sounds so strange to me when I say it. It's not something I would have ever considered before this year. But, I've put a lot of thought into it and it feels like the right thing to do.
I have also decided on my first tattoo. It's going to be incredibly simple, but its meaning goes deep. I need it to help me respect myself, to know that I'm worth everything I strive for.
I've realized that there's something wonderful about being independent. Life feels lighter, my heart feels stronger. Sometimes I find myself feeling cold and distant around so many couples, but more often than not, I feel as if there's something more out there for me. The world looks bigger, brighter, and more amazing then ever. And now, with spring on the horizon, my spirits are being lifted even more.
I feel ashamed for writing so much about myself. Self absorbed hobo? Maybe. It doesn't matter. I'll use this to keep track of myself and to stay focused. I'm going to enjoy this life, I don't care what anyone else thinks.
I think i've decided that I really want to get certified as a personal trainer. Sounds so strange to me when I say it. It's not something I would have ever considered before this year. But, I've put a lot of thought into it and it feels like the right thing to do.
I have also decided on my first tattoo. It's going to be incredibly simple, but its meaning goes deep. I need it to help me respect myself, to know that I'm worth everything I strive for.
I've realized that there's something wonderful about being independent. Life feels lighter, my heart feels stronger. Sometimes I find myself feeling cold and distant around so many couples, but more often than not, I feel as if there's something more out there for me. The world looks bigger, brighter, and more amazing then ever. And now, with spring on the horizon, my spirits are being lifted even more.
I feel ashamed for writing so much about myself. Self absorbed hobo? Maybe. It doesn't matter. I'll use this to keep track of myself and to stay focused. I'm going to enjoy this life, I don't care what anyone else thinks.