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i'm so confused right now... like i don't understand myself... i'm lost, sorta... i don't understand why I'm here... when i see hear i mean in college. I spent all day today just trying to get stuff to write a good paper but its not working out.. I just dont feel like I belong in college. I just don't think my work and stuff is ready for college but who knows... ummm... i don't understand myself when it comes to certain things... like i want something but then when i could have what i want i get scared and don't take it
idk.... i feel bad that i'm always depending on other people for rides and stuff if i want to do something or go somewhere.. i'm not used to that and i do'nt like it... i know i've met some really nice people but i feel like jessica lau is the only one here who actually really wants to be my friend...idk.. i'm so messed up and ihave to many thoughts but thats all i'm gonna share for right now
idk.... i feel bad that i'm always depending on other people for rides and stuff if i want to do something or go somewhere.. i'm not used to that and i do'nt like it... i know i've met some really nice people but i feel like jessica lau is the only one here who actually really wants to be my friend...idk.. i'm so messed up and ihave to many thoughts but thats all i'm gonna share for right now