Friday the 13th...ahh
Hey.
well today is friday the 13th. spokey ... havent updated lately.
well anyways well me and everyone are okay i guess. i donno yet.
soo i really have nothing to do today and it is a friday. wow thats great. well tonight i have to get my waxing. then tomorrow i got to get my hair done and my nails. then later on is the dance!! excited. well i wont be home until sunday not coming home going somewhere much better than home. i am going to the bestest person's house with the bestest people there. even more excited.
anyways well i am really bored right now and have nothing to do just chill. school was okay i guess whats there to do at school anyways besides learn if you even want to go that. i need to learn to get smater. lol.
well i am kinda sad cause i feel like i have to impress people for them to like me and even if i try they still treat me like crap i mean yeah i want them to be my friends but whats the use if they arent going to like me for who i am even though its hard. knowing that they arent my friends makes me upset and i donno what to do anymore. its just really hard to explain it but even if i try to express my feelings to anyone they would get mad. i mean i dont know why but i want people to be my friends. theres only like 13 moree days left of school and why fight..well i really cannot answer that question. i just hope that in the future that people who have a problem with me at least trys to solve it or just tell me what i am doing wrong so i can fix it or just dont ignor it. also i dont want people to be mad at me for the hell of it when there is no point in being mad at me unless i really did something wrong and if i did something wrong then i should know it by now and if not then mabe i am just stupid or something. well i just hope people really can understand what i am going through.
well g2g talk to everyone later.
dance tomorrow.
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well today is friday the 13th. spokey ... havent updated lately.
well anyways well me and everyone are okay i guess. i donno yet.
soo i really have nothing to do today and it is a friday. wow thats great. well tonight i have to get my waxing. then tomorrow i got to get my hair done and my nails. then later on is the dance!! excited. well i wont be home until sunday not coming home going somewhere much better than home. i am going to the bestest person's house with the bestest people there. even more excited.
anyways well i am really bored right now and have nothing to do just chill. school was okay i guess whats there to do at school anyways besides learn if you even want to go that. i need to learn to get smater. lol.
well i am kinda sad cause i feel like i have to impress people for them to like me and even if i try they still treat me like crap i mean yeah i want them to be my friends but whats the use if they arent going to like me for who i am even though its hard. knowing that they arent my friends makes me upset and i donno what to do anymore. its just really hard to explain it but even if i try to express my feelings to anyone they would get mad. i mean i dont know why but i want people to be my friends. theres only like 13 moree days left of school and why fight..well i really cannot answer that question. i just hope that in the future that people who have a problem with me at least trys to solve it or just tell me what i am doing wrong so i can fix it or just dont ignor it. also i dont want people to be mad at me for the hell of it when there is no point in being mad at me unless i really did something wrong and if i did something wrong then i should know it by now and if not then mabe i am just stupid or something. well i just hope people really can understand what i am going through.
well g2g talk to everyone later.
dance tomorrow.
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