NIGHTMARE OF A DAY!
so it is currently 5 am for me right now and it literally sums up the day i had yesterday, at least i hope it does and isnt describing what kind of day im going to have today...
yesterday was so stressful with school and realizing what student teaching is really going to entail and the fact that one of my second jobs i cant do anymore because of school sucks! and then makes me think, how the HELL am i going to pay my bills and then is student teaching really going to want me to rip my hair out and cry, yes i think it will!
AND BOYS!!! ugh they are so rude im not your mother pick up ur own weights and clean up after yourself i am not your maid and i will not follow you around to make sure you are being tidy! obviously if you are strong enough to pick up the weight to use well then you are capable of putting it back...
Now the reason for why i am awake at 5 am! awful nightmare even though now thinking about it doesnt sound that scary but in the dream horrifying! i was in a haunted house with friends and only certain people could see the ghosts and i was one of them. the people who couldnt the ghosts didnt seem to bother but if you could they wouldnt leave you alone and then finally i was captured by one because i had the blue eyes that could seem and they needed the blue eyes so the creepy dead things killed my mother and made her ghost spirit take me to their leader where they continued to hold me down and try to gouge out my eye balls. needless to say i woke up and poked myself in the eye from rubbing them. now i dont want to go back to sleep because who knows if i will be forced back into that dream and have to get my eyes gouged out.
so i came on here to read lovely r/k fics because they are so relaxing and i have no idea why. this post was a lot longer than expected, forget how good it felt to write out your ideas! love this place! <3
BREAKING DAWN = 10 DAYS!!!!
yesterday was so stressful with school and realizing what student teaching is really going to entail and the fact that one of my second jobs i cant do anymore because of school sucks! and then makes me think, how the HELL am i going to pay my bills and then is student teaching really going to want me to rip my hair out and cry, yes i think it will!
AND BOYS!!! ugh they are so rude im not your mother pick up ur own weights and clean up after yourself i am not your maid and i will not follow you around to make sure you are being tidy! obviously if you are strong enough to pick up the weight to use well then you are capable of putting it back...
Now the reason for why i am awake at 5 am! awful nightmare even though now thinking about it doesnt sound that scary but in the dream horrifying! i was in a haunted house with friends and only certain people could see the ghosts and i was one of them. the people who couldnt the ghosts didnt seem to bother but if you could they wouldnt leave you alone and then finally i was captured by one because i had the blue eyes that could seem and they needed the blue eyes so the creepy dead things killed my mother and made her ghost spirit take me to their leader where they continued to hold me down and try to gouge out my eye balls. needless to say i woke up and poked myself in the eye from rubbing them. now i dont want to go back to sleep because who knows if i will be forced back into that dream and have to get my eyes gouged out.
so i came on here to read lovely r/k fics because they are so relaxing and i have no idea why. this post was a lot longer than expected, forget how good it felt to write out your ideas! love this place! <3
BREAKING DAWN = 10 DAYS!!!!