The one with the santa hat
Last night at 1 I was all, "Imma post tonight." I've started to use my desktop again and had begun to type in this same space and dayum was my typing loud. J was sleeping right beside me and I didn't wanna be inconsiderate like that. I could switch to Seth but he was getting charged on the other side of my room. (Okay fine my room's not that big but you get the picture.) You know I feel like I've lost the purpose to blog. Like I don't know why I just talked about something so insignificant. What's my point?! I could get all highlight and backspace but then I'd have to think of another way to start the post. I'd probably be pondering hard and end up procrastinating that thought, going on to watch Hellcats or something and I still wouldn't have posted till maybe after Christmas. By the way, Hellcats is an American cheerleading drama series starring Alyson Michalka & Ashley Tisdale. It's pretty new and they've only had up to episode 11 of season 1 so far.
I guess there's a little bit more Christmas cheer in me this year. Evelyn, Gladdy, Jer and I joined Kiat's arts club caroling event that was meant to raise funds for charity. Never thought I'd be caroling but it's an experience. At least my holidays weren't all about bumming at home drowning in movies and American dramas.
It's almost time for another round of module bidding. Not quite eager in anticipation for the new semester. Jer's constant discouragements to taking French 2's making me all swayish. Psych stats isn't the most exciting module in the list and I'm still worried 'bout Jap studies and how it'd be like for me. Is taking Soci unnecessary. Which Singapore Studies mod's the best? I don't like how we have to consider if the lecturer for the semester is good and how some modules are completely shizass. I wouldn't think that overseas universities require students to consider such factors. Then again I think I'm biased towards an education abroad. Why can't they all turn out as good as the description says it to be. Psssshhhh.
Release of results are in 12 and a half hours time. I know how I'll be. Asleep and I'll suddenly wake up not knowing that it was the incoming text that woke me up. I'll check my phone like I always do and then amidst the squinting, my results would be in front of me but I may take it as a dream/nightmare, wherever applicable. I'd go back to sleep and when I finally awaken, reality'd be setting in. I know what to expect of myself even though sometimes I really think I shouldn't think so poorly of my own abilities just because of how I'd been performing for the past two years. Having that thought's just going to refrain me from doing any better because I'm setting my own limits. You don't set your own limits because you may be more capable than that. I still believe that I'm smarter than what I naturally assume myself to be. Oh would you look at that. I see hope in myself.
I have so much to talk about when it comes to academics. What a nerd. Anyway,
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYBODY!