just slower
so today we had the physical fitness thing and we had to do 75 crunches which i did, and then we had to do as many push ups as we could, which meant 10 for me, and then we had some flexibility tests and and then we had to run the mile, which i did in 11.5 minutes thankyouverymuch which is pretty good seeing as how i have never run a mile in my life and hadn't had PE all year. but then they also decided to weigh us which put me in a hell of bad mood becuase i hate being weighed, expecially when i have gained 20 lbs since september. 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't fucking believe it. and so i have felt really nasty all day. and then i tried on this dress of mine that was considering wearing to the dance annie is dragging me to and it wouldnt fucking zip up. i feel so fucking gross right now. i really do. ugh. fucking hell i wish i was skinnier. and i don't want this to be some 'woe is me' post, but i really just had to say that. i feel fucking gross.