My Self-Organized-Opinions about myself 4 the ladies
First off, to aware you of my disabilities/problems;
I'm ADD, ADHD, Bi-Polar, Manic Depressive, Obsessive Compulsive, Sidistic, Schizophrenic with provoked acts of rage, minor alcoholism, major pot-head, I am terrified of driving (but shall eventually conqure that fear) I try to be perfect too much, and i have an addiction to my own reflection in mirrors and such. sometimes i wear the same cloths for awhile, and years back i was so dirty i didn't shower for 2 months, i have morals, but sometimes i get in a really downer mood for long periods of times and loose my sense's.
It's alot of problems, i know, and yes i am truely crazy. but the good news is i am still half normal;
I like to experience things, i'm always looking for adventure, i am verry outgoing, verry open with my emotions and feelings, i have strong morals, and beliefs, i represent the dawn of the new world. when i see a problem, i am obligated to fix it. I like to talk and listen, communicate and interact with my female & girlfriends, i take into consideration the average female of america and try to understand and compromise any problems concerning a womans wants or needs. i am not a control freak, but i do put my foot down, i am not a rag doll, but i do like to be dominated, i cook & i clean as much as you will for me in return, i romance, i support my loved ones emotionally, physically and financially as best as i can. i romance, and i can sware to god i am honest about anything i need to be honest about, but don't kill me for a little white-lie. gotta remember i have a huge sense of humor. I have a large package, and i'm proud of it, and i would like to say that i am one hell of a kinky fuck in bed!
I Might not be looking for love at the moment, But i truely believe love is irresistable.
As a man, alone and usually depressed. i get secluded, i find myself friendless at times, sometimes i don't speak to another human being for days or weeks at a time. often i loose my sense of reality, my beleifs and my own responsibilities. i find my self slacking off and drifting away into coutch patato world. drifting into la-la land where all the problems i already know exsisting in my life vanish. but durring the few hours a day that i am alone but conscious, i find my self often monitoring, reviewing, and perfecting the ways of the average american or human being, the way that people treat eachother, business and parenting methods, eventually i find myself writing thousands of pages in journals speaking to myself through my own thoughts of how to become perfect, how to become the best dad in the world, how to sweep a woman off her feet and win her heart, how to become a sucsessful business entrepenure, how to be a god in bed.
And to my self-conclusion;
i wouldn't consider my self fake, or superficial, i'm not selfish, and i'm not greedy, i'm verry emotional, but i'm not gay, I consider myself an artist but only because i live my life to be unique and newer. i want crazy sex and one nightstands, but i know i truely want a woman to come home to. i like to entertain, and i like to showoff sometimes, i'm not self-centered, more i bring togetherness. i want all of my friends to backpack with me around the world for crying out loud. I've constructed ideas and hypothetical conclusions that are theroretically fool-proof, i consider myself a man with a plan. but the problem is, when i'm alone....sometimes i feel like i'm just a big fat dreamer. if god came to me and asked me "whats wrong my child" i would tell him, that "for i am lonely, and i seek a woman who wants me before i can speak to notify her that i am already interested"
For the women in my past have mainly truely hurt me, and forwhich i am scard, but i have only grown to benifit from my own past mistakes, and hopefully the next time i am more prepaired for the new.
never underestimate me, for that is everybodys bigest mistake, for i am the blacksheep of this world, but atleast understand me. and understand this: for i am a man of equal opportunitie, and i treat you like i treat anybody else unless i wish to marry you, i'm a 50-50 man, you scratch me, i scratch you, you stab me, i stab you. i might never start a fight, but i've always ended one.
I'm ADD, ADHD, Bi-Polar, Manic Depressive, Obsessive Compulsive, Sidistic, Schizophrenic with provoked acts of rage, minor alcoholism, major pot-head, I am terrified of driving (but shall eventually conqure that fear) I try to be perfect too much, and i have an addiction to my own reflection in mirrors and such. sometimes i wear the same cloths for awhile, and years back i was so dirty i didn't shower for 2 months, i have morals, but sometimes i get in a really downer mood for long periods of times and loose my sense's.
It's alot of problems, i know, and yes i am truely crazy. but the good news is i am still half normal;
I like to experience things, i'm always looking for adventure, i am verry outgoing, verry open with my emotions and feelings, i have strong morals, and beliefs, i represent the dawn of the new world. when i see a problem, i am obligated to fix it. I like to talk and listen, communicate and interact with my female & girlfriends, i take into consideration the average female of america and try to understand and compromise any problems concerning a womans wants or needs. i am not a control freak, but i do put my foot down, i am not a rag doll, but i do like to be dominated, i cook & i clean as much as you will for me in return, i romance, i support my loved ones emotionally, physically and financially as best as i can. i romance, and i can sware to god i am honest about anything i need to be honest about, but don't kill me for a little white-lie. gotta remember i have a huge sense of humor. I have a large package, and i'm proud of it, and i would like to say that i am one hell of a kinky fuck in bed!
I Might not be looking for love at the moment, But i truely believe love is irresistable.
As a man, alone and usually depressed. i get secluded, i find myself friendless at times, sometimes i don't speak to another human being for days or weeks at a time. often i loose my sense of reality, my beleifs and my own responsibilities. i find my self slacking off and drifting away into coutch patato world. drifting into la-la land where all the problems i already know exsisting in my life vanish. but durring the few hours a day that i am alone but conscious, i find my self often monitoring, reviewing, and perfecting the ways of the average american or human being, the way that people treat eachother, business and parenting methods, eventually i find myself writing thousands of pages in journals speaking to myself through my own thoughts of how to become perfect, how to become the best dad in the world, how to sweep a woman off her feet and win her heart, how to become a sucsessful business entrepenure, how to be a god in bed.
And to my self-conclusion;
i wouldn't consider my self fake, or superficial, i'm not selfish, and i'm not greedy, i'm verry emotional, but i'm not gay, I consider myself an artist but only because i live my life to be unique and newer. i want crazy sex and one nightstands, but i know i truely want a woman to come home to. i like to entertain, and i like to showoff sometimes, i'm not self-centered, more i bring togetherness. i want all of my friends to backpack with me around the world for crying out loud. I've constructed ideas and hypothetical conclusions that are theroretically fool-proof, i consider myself a man with a plan. but the problem is, when i'm alone....sometimes i feel like i'm just a big fat dreamer. if god came to me and asked me "whats wrong my child" i would tell him, that "for i am lonely, and i seek a woman who wants me before i can speak to notify her that i am already interested"
For the women in my past have mainly truely hurt me, and forwhich i am scard, but i have only grown to benifit from my own past mistakes, and hopefully the next time i am more prepaired for the new.
never underestimate me, for that is everybodys bigest mistake, for i am the blacksheep of this world, but atleast understand me. and understand this: for i am a man of equal opportunitie, and i treat you like i treat anybody else unless i wish to marry you, i'm a 50-50 man, you scratch me, i scratch you, you stab me, i stab you. i might never start a fight, but i've always ended one.