I'm finally incharge
As of last night i am emancipated. it was rather odd last night, first i found out that i wasn't allowed to come to dahnee's birthday party (verry gay) then my mom started screaming at me the second me and dani stoped talking, mom was screamin somethin about how i had her lighter, i felt it rather rude that she would just yell my name and whatever like 50x in 30 seconds COMPLETELY interupting my goodbye with dani, so being who i am i yelled back "yes i do have your lighter" and "shut the fuck up bitch!" little did i know my aunt was on her way over her, she's a huge bitch, fatter then my nana like tha 3-0-0, lol. anyways my mom came chargin at me and i heard my aunts huge footsteps all the way from outside, and not that they cared about why i would randomly just snap and start yelling at my mom like that, they're pigs and only give a damn about themselves, so i ran away after my aunt forced me to let her come in my room after i told her to leave me alone like 50x. now she slaped me when she came in the room and then pushed me, she's lived basically the same exact kind of life i have (she's still on probation for sellin meth) and i'm still on probation for having a pot plant nearly 2 years ago,. anyways if u read 1 down, u'll notice that with enough anger i don't give a shit about my own morals, i'ma schizo what the fuck do u expect. i know my self better then anyone, the doctors are so stupid i laugh in their face usually. anyways i'm perfectly fine and in a 1 personality 24/7 untill someone decides to piss me off, now its physically impossible for me to just take punishment of any kind, doesn't matter who, i'll fuckin stab a cop in the neck with a fuckin stick, it really doesn't matter u give me lip i'ma rip it off after u "fill my meter" anyways, my aunt slaped me and pushed me to the floor and i was just about to crack her skull with my guitar so i put my shoes on as a last chance situation and ran away from home, went and slept on the sidewalk on an overpass where i could view the highway below and not be seen from the street above and behind me. eventually some biker came by and threatend me to leave or he'll call the cops...so i chaised him with my knife outbut obviously he got the fuck outa there and probably did call the cops, i don't know tho i left and went back home afterwards around 2am, my mom was just going to bed then and thank god my aunt wasn't still there. she came out to me in the living room and asked where i went and i just told her i slept on the streets, and that i can't handle this bullshit every fucking day, i mean the first time i was kicked outa my house for something to do with water bottles because of jons bitch ass, so i called him a nigger, now this time i ACCIDENTALLY took my moms lighter, but she was pissin me off when just yellin at me for it, so i fliped out back at her. so me and my mom talked about what my side of the story was, and i told her i really don't give a shit about how rude i was, and that i ment to be and that if she wanted her lighter she shoulda come and fucking got it herself because i didn't even know i had it, regardless i told her how i don't wanna live with her, and that i'ma be movin out on my 18th birthday at the crack of fucking dawn never to return, i don't care about if i get homesick...pyuke and get the fuck over it, so hearing what i had to say, she gave me everything i wanted, emancipation, so now i have 2 buy my own food, support my own habbits (freakin out for a ciggerate as we speak) and that i am entirely incharge of my own life my own room, my body and everything, so now i can get tattoos, more peircings, dye my hair any fuckin color as much as i want, paint the walls black, and fuckin do my school work without her naggin out the ass to me about it (my only problem with school was her nagging, it was my plan to do the school work for the longest time, but she decided to try and take charge and i lost motivation and havn't really done shit) regardless, i am able to live my life the way i want to now, mainly because my mother wants me to live with her till i'm 21 but it's my choice regardless, but at the way things were going, thats not a chance. anywho, i make more money then her unemployed ass, now i work at a massage therapy spa makin $25 an hour, paid to massage women's asses, around the boobs and upper thighs, and more, what else could i want? so i'm basically set and lifes grand, age 17 i begin my step in making MYSELF a man because i ain't got my father no more. oh and by the way off topic, but for all you fuckin freaks and geeks, if u ain't got anything nice to say to me, don't say it at all (that means don't comment on this unless u agree) because honestly i don't care about anybody who disrespects me, and yes i'm selfish and i'll continue to live my life single minded untill i meet a wifey and that will be the only person i fully respect, so for the rest of u, friend or foe, with ur trashy mouth, fuck you and goodbye