Vampires
everytime i cut myself, i also drink my own blood. in my sleep the only dreams i can remember are the crazy sex with all the blood, cannibalizim, nail driving, biting....some really crazy sex. i fantasize of actually biting into a juggler from time to time, its not just a vampire fantasy, more i wish to taste. pain is weakness leaving the body, and i love pain onto me, and onto others,and even more durring sex. honestly i like being hit, bit, slapped, nailed, punched,and sometimes choked, but much more, durring sex. am i really demented, or is this usual? sometimes i fantasize being hit in the face with things, example guitars, skateboards, 2x4's, whips, clubs, and bats, i've always wanted a girl who knew how to domonate i guess you could say....someday i hope to find the sex beast of my dreams, untill then, i just have these hands.lol