Mmm wine
Work is going well, I am chasing down projects to work on, but the bosses seem very happy that I offer my services. Lots of presentations coming up! Too bad some of them don't take me seriously because I don't have a Masters, even though in hands-on experiance I am way more advanced than them in some areas.
First time I have felt a real attraction to a man since Scott, and he has to live near Seattle. Damn. I am being careful not to expect anything, because he doesn't seem really good at communicating, and I know that is something I need in a relationship to keep me happy, especially LD. Fortifying myself for it to be a dissapointment. I don't want to admit how much I like him, because I know deep down it is infatuation, which means nothing in the long run. There is no such beast as love at first sight, just attraction.
Can't wait for sunday tea with Mindy and Jeff. Bringing my wonderful banana muffins that I will get pleasure out of watching everyone else eat. Heavy carbs send me into a food coma, where I need to go sleep for a while after eating. I'll stick to tea.
Almost done my one-glass-per-Friday wine. Early to bed, early to rise. Maybe my own stupid fantasies won't haunt me tonight.
First time I have felt a real attraction to a man since Scott, and he has to live near Seattle. Damn. I am being careful not to expect anything, because he doesn't seem really good at communicating, and I know that is something I need in a relationship to keep me happy, especially LD. Fortifying myself for it to be a dissapointment. I don't want to admit how much I like him, because I know deep down it is infatuation, which means nothing in the long run. There is no such beast as love at first sight, just attraction.
Can't wait for sunday tea with Mindy and Jeff. Bringing my wonderful banana muffins that I will get pleasure out of watching everyone else eat. Heavy carbs send me into a food coma, where I need to go sleep for a while after eating. I'll stick to tea.
Almost done my one-glass-per-Friday wine. Early to bed, early to rise. Maybe my own stupid fantasies won't haunt me tonight.