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Fireworks tonight were pretty sweet, the finale was kinda cool. I dunno I am having a pretty lame summer.
I feel so lonely right now. I mean it has been like over a year since I had a boyfriend, but's it's not even that....
See I like a few guys, but the guy I really like... we are like hopeless, I mean a relationship between us is hopeless. I like him so much, when I am near him my heart aches. I just am sick of it, because I know (or at least I keep trying to convince myself) that a relationship between will never happen, I mean he has a girlfriend and doesn't even like me, but I am sick because I can't stop liking him... I think I have finally gotten over him, but then I see him and I feel the same as I've always felt! grrrr
I dunno what to do anymore.
I feel so lonely right now. I mean it has been like over a year since I had a boyfriend, but's it's not even that....
See I like a few guys, but the guy I really like... we are like hopeless, I mean a relationship between us is hopeless. I like him so much, when I am near him my heart aches. I just am sick of it, because I know (or at least I keep trying to convince myself) that a relationship between will never happen, I mean he has a girlfriend and doesn't even like me, but I am sick because I can't stop liking him... I think I have finally gotten over him, but then I see him and I feel the same as I've always felt! grrrr
I dunno what to do anymore.