Merry fucking Christmas
So, I really wish that she didn't hate me. It's Christmas, and she still can't put all her hatred aside and she has to be the biggest bitch and make me miserable.
She is such a fake person. Everyone thinks she is so fucking nice, but if they ever saw how she really is then they would think differently. I'm so afraid I'm gonna end up like her and I really don't want to. It's seriously my biggest fear.
And you know what? Just because I take initiative to get what I want out of life, that is not a reason to hate me. I feel like she hates her life, and she hates me because I'm trying to enjoy my life and do what I love. But you know what? She could have done that too. I don't know what her problem is, but she shouldn't project it onto me.
So I have spent my Christmas Eve being told to shut up and then going up to my room and crying for hours. Merry fucking Christmas. I hope everyone else has a more pleasant Christmas experience than me.
She is such a fake person. Everyone thinks she is so fucking nice, but if they ever saw how she really is then they would think differently. I'm so afraid I'm gonna end up like her and I really don't want to. It's seriously my biggest fear.
And you know what? Just because I take initiative to get what I want out of life, that is not a reason to hate me. I feel like she hates her life, and she hates me because I'm trying to enjoy my life and do what I love. But you know what? She could have done that too. I don't know what her problem is, but she shouldn't project it onto me.
So I have spent my Christmas Eve being told to shut up and then going up to my room and crying for hours. Merry fucking Christmas. I hope everyone else has a more pleasant Christmas experience than me.