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[heartofbeads_]

ever want to fake your own death?
that way people will cry a little
get over it
and you can come back as someone completly different.
change thins up a bit
sometimes i do things that are so stupid.
i just want to beat my head into a wall and crack my skull open
to find the answers
why
why
why
do i do this to myself?
I BOTTLE EVERYTHING UP
i'm such a horriable person sometimes
i hate the way you stare at me
you try to be sly about it i know because thats how you are.
you'd fuckin drive cross country if i asked you too.
and thats what scares me. so much
you'd do anything for me.
thats weird.
i keep tellin u to fuck hot girls. why waste your time on me
but your still here.
if i needed an arm to survive you'd cut yours off for mine
why
why
why
why
why
why
why
why do u love me?