hi
Today wasnt a good day. i didnt do anything once again... I NEVER DO ANYTHING! NEVER. i swear to god 95% of my summer consisted of sleeping and watching the tv. I hate it. i sort of want school to start even though i crnge at the fact of getting up at 5 AM. this really sucks..... ::NOTE TO SELF:: FIND LIFE.
I also feel very badly right now. for two different reasons...the first being that i could not make it to josh's show to see Your Best Freind play. i had no ride home....lauren ostek was able to drive me there but there was nobody to bring me home. my mother was out so she wasnt able to bring me....this is the second time i ahve done this...and for this i feel horrible. This time was even more important than last....reason being that they were playing main stage...and they were going on first. i feel so terrible....i dont want him to think i didnt want to go because i really really did....and thats no lie. Its just i couldnt find a ride and without a ride i'd be walking and thats not the most sensable thing to do....i do feel bad, and i want him to know this. i want him to know right this second. i love him, i really should have went there.
::FEELING BADLY::TAKE A NUMBER::
i also feel bad because i never called julie back. im such an ass, i always do that to people, i say oh yeah ill call you back ill call you back and then i never do...its a terrible habit that seems like a lame excuse to get out of talking to some body but thats soooooo not it. i just do it and i dont even notice that.
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\----DO I DO THAT TO YOU?
i love you josh and im sorry i didnt come. :(
.:DAILY HOROSCOPE:.
LEO - It's hard to focus on how lucky and gifted you are when there's unrest in a relationship. Your partner isn't perfect, but this person has much to teach you. Be willing to compromise, at least on one issue
I also feel very badly right now. for two different reasons...the first being that i could not make it to josh's show to see Your Best Freind play. i had no ride home....lauren ostek was able to drive me there but there was nobody to bring me home. my mother was out so she wasnt able to bring me....this is the second time i ahve done this...and for this i feel horrible. This time was even more important than last....reason being that they were playing main stage...and they were going on first. i feel so terrible....i dont want him to think i didnt want to go because i really really did....and thats no lie. Its just i couldnt find a ride and without a ride i'd be walking and thats not the most sensable thing to do....i do feel bad, and i want him to know this. i want him to know right this second. i love him, i really should have went there.
::FEELING BADLY::TAKE A NUMBER::
i also feel bad because i never called julie back. im such an ass, i always do that to people, i say oh yeah ill call you back ill call you back and then i never do...its a terrible habit that seems like a lame excuse to get out of talking to some body but thats soooooo not it. i just do it and i dont even notice that.
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\----DO I DO THAT TO YOU?
i love you josh and im sorry i didnt come. :(
.:DAILY HOROSCOPE:.
LEO - It's hard to focus on how lucky and gifted you are when there's unrest in a relationship. Your partner isn't perfect, but this person has much to teach you. Be willing to compromise, at least on one issue