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[heartofakiller]

Julie isnt back yet. i called her, no luck. i was supposed to go to the beach today but that didnt go down to well. BECAUSE OF THE GOD DAMN WEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this summer sucked alot of ween. that makes me mad. the summer is almost over. we go back to school september 3rd. what happened to going back the 9th? thats what we did last year. I do nothing almost everyday. my sister is always at work or out with alex someplace. i know its not her job to occupy my time but jees...she cant stay home for i night? without him? im not being mean but we dont hang out like we used to. me and my sister are very close but these past weeks its been like nothing. and that upsets me. i have been annoyed at her....i just didnt tell her or show any actions that lean towards me being pissed at her. i dont want to start shit with her b.c that will make it worse, and thats what i dont want.

i want to go school shopping. i want clothes. i dont know what i want tho./\/\/\\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\