Aug 19, 2006 19:18
have you ever:
wished you could be closer to someone
wished you could love someone less
lived on hope
had a broken heart
wished on a shooting star
lived like there's not tomorrow
dreamed for a better tomorrow so you could live for today
cried because you lost someone
cried because you gained a friend
broken up with someone who meant the world to you
hurt because years later, you realized you missed your chance
wondered "What if" for a million things that you'll never know the answer to
been so scared you couldn't stop crying
gone really out of your way to help a friend
lived by faith because nothing else worked
i have... and i deal with the pain every day, and i live on, joyfully, because i have faith in a God that is bigger than any what if? and the One who made that shooting star, and put me here with this group of people for a reason, even if i can't see what it is, i know there's a reason there somewhere... and i'll know soon enough
until then, i'm gonna keep livin for today, for tomorrow may not come. and i'm gonna keep loving my friends, and my family, and keep dreamin, and wishin, and prayin, because prayer changes things-sometimes it's only how one looks at a situation, but it works...and love is a cross, so i'm gonna keep loving even when it's a burden, cuz that person's next breath may depend on me carrying my cross...