There are only two roads I can walk down..the one less traveled is the one you paved.
Time and time again I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I know what I like and how I want to live and who I am..I feel strongly about what I believe in but it always seems to be the oppisite of what most everyone else is saying and doing. Therefore, making it hard for me to make really close friends. Don't get me wrong Ive got alot of good friends who would do anything they could for me if i needed it but when it comes right down to it most of them don't see eye to eye with me on alot of things, so we arent as close as we would be otherwise. Im not saying thats a bad thing, in fact, i think diversity is a great thing. However, when it comes to someone who can really understand you because they think like you do..thats hard to find in this world. I imagine that its like that for alot of people, for the billions of reasons that we are all different. Now with that said, awhile back I made up my mind that i'm not going to change who I am for anyone. I thought about it once but decided that doing that would be an injustice to myself and my friends because it wouldnt be who I really am. Its frustrating to feel like im going against the grain so often and at that, most times alone...I don't really have a purpose for posting this...other than, i think about it alot. I just need someone to truly understand me without me having to explain. Maybe that's asking too much.