everything is gay
i hate the WHOLE world.
scarling are playing their first ever uk gig tonight and i soo wanted to go and now I AM ILL
and they're playing next week but the day before i have my maths mock
i want to die
i think itunes keeps playing h/c on purpose
i hate everything. i wish i was 13 and didnt actually hate everything. i wish belle would call me up and say shes not going tonight.
i think my brain is overloading. i dont like talking to people anymore and i spend so much time working. i never ever ever worked in my life. i dont know whats happening.
i think im getting old and boring and having intimacy problems and also maybe develping psychosis since all i ever do is think about madonna and get stoned and have mild hallucinations. i think the extreme and constant cold and darkness is affecting my brain cells.
i was so disappointed with harry potter. maybe its all because of that. they should make a film all about lucius malfoy cause james isaacs looks sooooo hot in that long blonde wig. then i might not be such a psycho.
jesus. i think i can feel myself geting better. ITS TOO LATE NOW
*kills self*
blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
me me me me me me me me me me me me me....etc etc etc
no wonder i have no friends. i am such an egocentric little freak
BAH. theres no one to shut me up
*cries*
scarling are playing their first ever uk gig tonight and i soo wanted to go and now I AM ILL
and they're playing next week but the day before i have my maths mock
i want to die
i think itunes keeps playing h/c on purpose
i hate everything. i wish i was 13 and didnt actually hate everything. i wish belle would call me up and say shes not going tonight.
i think my brain is overloading. i dont like talking to people anymore and i spend so much time working. i never ever ever worked in my life. i dont know whats happening.
i think im getting old and boring and having intimacy problems and also maybe develping psychosis since all i ever do is think about madonna and get stoned and have mild hallucinations. i think the extreme and constant cold and darkness is affecting my brain cells.
i was so disappointed with harry potter. maybe its all because of that. they should make a film all about lucius malfoy cause james isaacs looks sooooo hot in that long blonde wig. then i might not be such a psycho.
jesus. i think i can feel myself geting better. ITS TOO LATE NOW
*kills self*
blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
me me me me me me me me me me me me me....etc etc etc
no wonder i have no friends. i am such an egocentric little freak
BAH. theres no one to shut me up
*cries*